ZaReNa

Do you love your job

2011-12-31T16:27:00.007+08:00

Do you love your job?

Tu topik hari ni.....Nina sangat suka kerja nina....coz dr keje ni nina kenal ramai orang dan belajar macam-macam.....so pe kenangan baik & buruk dr keje nii???? let's list it up~

:::Keburukan:::

1) Kena marah ngan Doctor.

- Ia laa, kita kan baru....so nak adapt and way to talk with Doc. pun lum ada lagi.....therefore bila kena marah ngan doc. rasa cam arrrhhhh~

e.g.: De seorang Doc X nii....dier prescribe kan kat seorang kanak2 ubat Cloxacillin....Dier mengikut reference Blue Book....ok, nina tak kata dier salah..ok betul...tapi tahukah Blue Book tak leh nak follow sangat especially when it comes to child...sebab dose ubat dier terlalu broad

2) Kena marah ngan patient

e.g: De seorang patient ni datang ke hospital and mintak ubat...for straight 3 month...Our policy tak leh nak bagi patient more than 1 month supply....(kengkadang leh bg 2 month, tp depend on stok)....so...this patient kata ' U jangan tipu....i pekerja kerajaan jugak...ubat de banyak je...jangan kata tiada ubat'......adess, saya tak kata tiada ubat...ada je, tapi stok tak mencukupi tuk beri sampai 3 bulan.....by giving one month kami boleh monitor tahap compliance patient ni....aisey~

3) Jumpa patient yg PSY...(senang kata brain tak normal)

- ni pling scary....especially if kena serang.....hohoho

e.g.: De seorang patient ni, dier datang amik ubat...tertiba cakap bahasa jawa...then mula merepek2..and marah...without notice give a look at us and mula laa buat aksi nak berlawan, bukak baju, sepak2 barang2.....scary~

4) Handling ngan penagih tegar...

- actually, bagus mereka stop mik Heroin and come to us to amik Methadone....tp kengkadang scary laa tengok muka2 mereka nii....auuhhhh~

::Kebaikan::

walaupun, keburukan list lagi banyak...tp 2 list dalam kebaikan ni yang membuatkan nina sangat suka kerja saya.....

1) Jumpa kawan2

- Mereka ni...sangat best...my FRP here sangat sporting..mengajar tanpa mengeluh....sweet je..and PRP lak semua sporting2....susah nak meninggalkan suasana kerja cam ni.....if one of them go...rasa cam sedih je....tapi kenangan ngan mereka yang membuatkan nina rasa Life must go on.....pesakit diutamakan...kawan disayangi.....Love u all...

2) Kawan se-hospital yang baik2

- ni termasuk doctor2, nurses, other health care workers....mereka sangat best...sebab tempat kecik...so semua rapat antara satu sama lain.....

Rokok-mu...Rokok-ku jua

2011-10-02T21:17:00.014+08:00

Salam,

Apa kita perlu tahu mengenai Rokok?
Rokok atau cigarette in english sangat laa popular dlu dan kini...ketagihan manusia2 kepadanya sungguh laa hebat walaupun mereka semua tahu kesan buruk yg diberi rokok tu

perokok tak kira umur & jantina & agama & bangsa

Sebatang rokok tu mempunyai pelbagai bahan2 kimia antaranya:

tp nina 100% sure...perokok2 tegar kat luar tu pe kisah ngan kandungan sebatang rokok....bagi mereka nikmat dari sebatang rokok itu lebih bagus tuk diketahui dari kandungan nya.....betul tak?

Kenapa orang hisap rokok?

- Ketenangan (time stress)
- Kesegaran otak...especially kalau mengantuk
- Peneman (time bosan menunggu org)
- Sakit perut (lepas makan kena hisap kalau tak sakit perut)
- Sembelit (time dalam jamban buat projek)
- Saja (ni memang tak patut)

Sekali dah hisap rokok nii mesti akan KETAGIH dan sebab utama kerana NIKOTINE

Apa itu Nikotine

Nikotine (Nicotine in english) yang terkandung dalam rokok berasal dari pokok Nicotiana tabacum. Dalam sebatang rokok, ia mengandungi lebih kurang 1mg nikotine dan bahan ni berfungsi sebagai pencetus kepada pelbagai 'nikmat' pada seorang perokok.

Otak manusia mengandungi banyak sel saraf dan setiap sel saraf ni berkomunikasi antara satu sama lain menerusi neurotransmitter. Neurotransmitter berfungsi seperti mangga dan kunci dimana neurotransmitter ader receptor (mangga) dan neurotransmitter (acetylcholine) tu adalah kunci...

Apa kesan nikotine?

Berbalik kepada nikotine, nikotine ni memberi kesan kepada perhubungan kepada otak kita kerana dia menyerupai neurotransmitter otak kita yang dikenali sebagai acetycholine. Acetycholine ini mempunyai pelbagai fungsi antaranya:

- pergerakan otot
- peningkatan memori otak
- pernafasan
- denyutan jantung
- pembelajaran
- perubahan mood
- mengurangkan selera makan.
- keseronokan

disini, apabila seseorang menghisap rokok, 4000+ bahan kimia membantu membawa nikotine (sebanyak mungkin) ke otak untuk menggantikan/menambah fungsi acethylcholine badan.

Pergantian neurotransmitter oleh nikotine bukanlah sesuatu yang bagus....tak diragui ia ada kesan baik seperti meningkatan memori otak dan memberi keseronokan TETAPI kesan buruk dari ia melebihi kesan baik yang diberikannya antaranya:

- COPD
- Sakit jantung
- Kanser (paru2/mulut/hati)
- Kemandulan
- Keguguran/kecacatan bayi
- Kematian

** Nina tak nak letak pape gambar kesan merokok nii...kalau nak tengok carik laa online atau tengok laa kat kotak rokok kalian sahaja....tak sanggup melihatnya...(-__-)

dan selalunya, manusia ni tidak akan takut pada sesuatu melainkan mereka menghadapi atau melihatnya sendiri.....dan ayat paling famous jika kita menegur mereka yang merokok supaya berhenti dan menerangkan kesan2 rokok ini adalah:

" Kalau nak mati tu, mati jugak"

tapi kenapa membunuh diri sendiri jika kita dapat menghindarnya....

Firman Allah ta’ala: “Jangan kalian bunuh diri kalian sendiri, sesungguhnya Allah maha penyayang terhadap diri kalian “ (An-Nisa : 29).

Allah pun sayang kat kita tapi kenapa kita tak nak sayang kat badan yang hanya pinjaman tuk kita ya.

Mari kata taknak pada rokok.

Terdapat pelbagai cara tuk perokok2 tegar nii berhenti merokok antaranya:

1) Sokongan
- melibatkan keluarga/isteri/anak2/kawan, mereka memainkan peranan penting tuk memberi sokongan kepada perokok
- juga melibatkan diri sendiri untuk yakin mampu berhenti merokok, senang ingat DEAD:

Kredit: Assoc. Prof Dr. M Haniki Nik Mohamed

- Hospital pun ada membuat service tuk membantu perokok2 ini seperti MTAC Smoking Cessation.

2) Ubatan
- NRTs( Nicotine Replacement Therapy) e.g. Vercniciline
- Nicotine gum (macam chewing gum)
- Nicotine Patch (lekat kat badan)

* tanya doktor atau farmasi tuk lebih lanjut.

End

k laa sampai sini...nanti kalau nina free lagi nina explain psal rawatan untuk berhenti merokok ni ek...kena buat kajian psal harga dan kesan dia dlu..

pape, benda baik jgan dilengah2kan...dan yang terbaik tu datang dari diri sendiri.....selamat berjaya.

I hate this feeling.

2011-09-04T12:39:00.003+08:00

Salam,

Sejak beberaper hari ni.....i been thinking....what best for me....everytime i find a solution, it end up to be scary thing....let me give some example (untuk anda faham)

1) Fikir nak masak apa?

- fikir...fikir..fikir..fikir...
- solution: masak ayam masak sambal
- tertiber teringat, dulu pernah masak sambal..pedas hell....sampai kena kutuk dek sedara
- end up, tak masak pape....

see, my confident level tuk membuat sesuatu agak terbatas, kerana ketakutan pada future...

tp, contoh atas adalah simple...tak de sebarang effect...but what i been thinking currently is involving my life and my future life....so, kesilapan yg dibuat..membuatkan merana ooo.....

kawan2 mencadangkan solat istiqarah, minta petunjuk...ok good solution...will i get the solution then...hopefully...(Insyallah)

then kawan2 mencadangkan tunggu dan lihat...good also..tp how long yaa....i think i should stop it....benci perasaan bersalah itu....

ok laa...tu jee byee..

p/s: Dulu ingat de suami kwn nii berjanji ngan kami,

"Don't worry, i will take care her for u all"......i hope he keep his promise to us....berdoa yg terbaik tuk kawan sy.

Raya ooo Raya

2011-08-21T20:45:00.003+08:00

Salam,

Siapa raya kali ni tak dapat cuti raya....sila angkat kening.... ;p

Saja nak kasi jelous, tahun ni i get 1 week off for holiday....yeah..yeah...cuti..cuti..cuti...

tapi tak usah gusar wahai pekerja2 yg tak dapat cuti kerana sesungguhnya, kamu adalah pekerja yg sangat tekun dan sabar....syukurrrr....(kalau tak sper nak ganti kami cuti kan...hehe)

anyway, just nak informing u all...pasal 2 things

1) Bagi mereka yg drive tuk pulang berhari raya, please be carefull mser drive tu...jgn kepoh2 mengalahkan mak cik kepoh seberang jalan tu....and sila pakai tali pinggang keledar yaa..

2) Bagi mereka yg de DM, HPT or pape sakit....sila control tahap pengunyahan kamu itu....jgn over-da dose dalam mik kuih-muih, rendang daging, dodol and etc yg sangat manis and sangat lazat itu.....

ok tu je laa....just nak share some raya movie coming up near ur cinema.....tuk mereka yg layan komedi gitu2 and just for fun.....

Hantu Bonceng

Bini-biniku gangster

asal tiap raya je mesti citer style cam ne ek....bukan cam NurKasih ke....

Tamat PRP

2011-08-05T05:50:00.005+08:00

Suatu ketika dahulu, waktu masih bergelar student pharmacy.... ;)

Salam,

Semalam 4 August 2011, i'm non-officially dah hbiskan my PRP (Provitional Registered Pharmacist) schedule.....now i'm in floating time....lalala~

Eh sat, asal nina gembira....ni bukan saat gembira tp saat gementar tahu tak!!.....why? why?

Because now time tuk menunggu posting FRP (Full Registered Pharmacist)....huhuhu, scary & nervous memikirkannya...... (+__-)

tapi tak pe..kita abaikan mood itu dan fokus kepada apa nina nak citer kat korang ek....

**Mari re-call back my memories-mungkin membantu PRP baru...(junior perhaps)-

::::PENDAFTARAN & MASUK KERJA:::

- Lepas dapat surat dari SPA (Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Awam) and surat dari JKN (Jabatan Kesihatan Negeri) nina tunggu beberapa hari then baru gi daftar diri kat JKN Perak....hehe

- Waktu pendaftaran, make sure kita dah totally prepared tuk kerja....coz lepas daftar kat JKN and tahu penempatan kita dimana (cam nina -Hospital Slim River -HSR-) kita dah kena trus kerja.....so make sure pakai formal time daftar tu....

- Lepas daftar trus gi HSR and jumpa KPF (Ketua Pegawai Farmasi) tuk lapor diri.....if KPF baik hati mungkin dia benarkan kita amik cuti tuk settle-down if not...kena keje trus laa jawap nya...hohoho....time saya, kena keje trus..esok nya baru dapat cuti 1 day....(kira baik tu de lg....hehe)

:::ZAMAN PRP BERMULA:::

- Time PRP, kita terikat dengan satu mender yang dipanggil LOG BOOK....(seriously menci gila ngan mender nii)

- Log book nii ade 9 buku semuanya (maaf kalau salah, coz saya dah hantar log book saya dah....) which consist of ;

Clinical (Ward)
OPD (Out Patient Department)
IPD (Inpatient Department)
DIS (Drug Information Service)
CPS (Clinical Pharmacokinetic Service) also known as TDM (Therapeutic Drug Monitoring)
Store (bahagian stor, receive and storing medication)
TPN (Total Parenteral Nutrition)
CDR (Cytotoxic Drug Reconstitute)
Enforcement (cam polis tangkap pesalah yg jual ubat haram...hehe

- Demi untuk mencompletekan buku2 di-atas, semua PRP akan either be enjoy-normal-suffer-die...hehe

- Log book ni dicipta untuk mengajar PRP supaya membiasakan diri tuk mendocumentkan semua mender..coz keje maner2 pun documentation is very important (tp sy sangat lemah bab nii...oh dear...) and tuk meng-updatekan KPF bahawasanya kita ade keje....(senang tuk KPF bagi markah kat kita.....-jangan tak tau, PRP de markah gak dari KPF, so jgn buat perangai lak ngan KPF anda...hehe)

- Log book ni akan direceive bila kita di JKN or bila kita dah sampai hospital....and log book nii kena di-settlekan sebaik sahaja kita complete satu2 department itu (yg sembilan2 tu laa)...and after complete...kita perlu mintak cop dan sign ketua unit (person in-charge yg jaga setiap department) and then mereka akan memberikan markah dan comment....(markah diberi berdasarkan log book, perangai, kerja dan VIVA....(sila benci perkataan ini....hehe)

:::CONCLUSION:::

- prepare mentally & physically bila dah msuk keje nii....and make sure u all de cara tuk luahkan emosi, coz time PRP kita akan mengalami symptom2 sensara & sakit ati...make sure emosi negative tu di-alirkan ke saluran kumbahan yg betul....haha...

- kalau tak, anda akan lg suffer (buat org lain benci sama kamu)....like my way, thru this blog&facebook.....hehe....

sehingga kita berjumpa lagi, (de lg nak citer psal My best time & My worse time...tp sebab sy masih bekerja and perlu get ready to work....so till here u all....)

Sayonara~

Vlogging

2011-07-13T20:44:00.003+08:00

Salam.

Hari ni i want to talk bout Vlogging.....erk! (what's that)

Apa itu Vlogging?

- Vlogging = Video Blogging
- Easy say...instead of writting (like what i'm doing) u make a video....

tu info lebih lanjut sila google sendiri...and kalau malas baca je kat wikipedia....hehe..

Apa u nak citer hari ni?

Hari ni nina nak share with u all..vlogging yg nina ikuti....sharing is caring kan...so u all tengok laa sekali...mungkin u all pun minat...hehe

Most of vlogging ni student Malaysia yg study luar negara...(mungkin nak perkasa kan bahasa or kureng skit rindu kat Malaysia)...hehe

Siapa itu?

1) Mathluthfi

- Dier nyer vlogging more like perasan...tp sangat enjoy....hahaha....

and yg lain...u all gi laa site dier....

2) AnwarHadi

- Dier nyer vlogging awesome...coz dier nyanyi best...

3) Aimanazlan

- Dier nyer vlogging best de ciri islamic

4) Maria elena

- Dier satu2 nyer vlogging girl yg nina leh accept....comey+ cantik je dier vlogging... ;)

k tu je....yg lain2...kureng skit layan...tp if u all de vlogging best2...bagi tau laa ek....tu adalah slot tuk mengisi masa lapang sya...hehe...

Tak leh ke?

2011-06-27T20:21:00.003+08:00

Salam,

Do you know the lyric for Only You by Ryu (Winter sonata OST)..... Saya pun tak tau...been searching for it....tp tak jumper.....hurm....

2 version sy bagi kat anda.... suka part depan2 tu je....music dier best..

suka music dier...senang tuk buat sy tido....hehe

anyway, tujuan tulis post ni sebab de satu soalan je nak tanya dan tuk dipikirkan....lalala~

hanya satu soalan sahaja......tak boleh ke perempuan memilih dalam mencari jodohnya..adakah itu satu mender di larang.....if ditolak kerana tidak mencukupi kriteria yg dimahukan....akan dituduh terlalu memilih....jika tak jumper2 jodoh sampai 30-an...akan di kata tu laaa....dulu dok tolak...kan dah tak jumper langsung...woha~

anyway, something to think about....

EDISI BABA

2011-06-17T22:23:00.007+08:00

Salam,

Hari ni kita tulis pasal Baba/ ayah/ papa/ abah/ walid/ daddy/ dad/ pa/ n pape je gelaran kepada seorang lelaki yg mempunyai anak. (mereka yg blum kawen tp gatal panggil ngan gelaran tu...TAK LAYAK SAMA SEKALI.....hehe

OK, hari ini saya ingin menceritakan pasal baba saya....iaitu ZAINUL ABIDIN BIN IBRAHIM (mcam laaa baba baca blog kau...hehe)...

___________________________________________________________

Kebaikan Mr Zainul

-Murah hati -

Dlu masa tak keje lg....tak cukup duit....nina akan mintak baba...(without state the amount)...then mesti baba bagi byk....hehhee....padahal nak RM 10 je...tp dapat RM 50....woha~

- Pandai cari duit -

Satu ketika tu, baba leh buat 3 keje dalam satu hari.....seriously....(jual sayur/ keje telekom/ bwak texi)......kagum2....senang cakap tak pernah duduk diam...de je mender dier nak buat.

- Kelakar -

Suka usik my mom....lawak giler...hehehe......

- pandai cari kawan-

since dier bwak taxi...so, byk pelanggan dier kawan dier.....dari orang jual tepi jalan sampai doktor pakar kat hosp.......

- penyayang-

no doubt bout this...walaupun dier susah nak tunjuk kasih sayang tu....tp we can see it.....de sekali tu waktu my final year tertiber...college cakap " Zarena, you have to pay last semester fee by own...ptptn tak tanggung...and you have to pay it by monday (lg 4 hari)....if not you can't enter the class and exam (lg 2 minggu)....i was like...what da heck???

rasa nak quit je study time tu..(last sem)...coz tak mampu nak bayar fee dier (RM 12 500).....Then call baba, and bg tau...dier cakap " Nina jangan risau....belajar je...baba akan cari duit tu...jangan fikir pasal tu....and study je.....(menangisss)

- baik hati-

suka beli kan anak2 dier macam barang.....tak kisah laa mahal ke murah....mesti beli...antaranya: motor (4 buah daa....tak kire yg baraaii di buat jejaka kat umah tu), kereta, laptop, telefon (aku punyer dah 6 buah daaa....hehhehe...and semua ilang / rosak dibuat diri sendiri yg tak reti jaga barang ni..hehe), and etc.

ok, laa...tu je...yg lain tak leh citer kat sni...coz ni pun dah panjang....

since ni edisi baba...so no keburukkan....wkaka.....

k, baba....thanx for everything....Love you baba....

Korean in my heart...

2011-06-03T14:12:00.004+08:00

Salam,

Hari tu kan masa nina nak gi keje (dlm keadaan malas+mengantuk) nina dengar lagu korea....then tertiber rasa tangan rasa gatal nak tulis blog......

WHY MALAYSIAN PEOPLE LOVE KOREAN/ JAPANESE MUSIC ?

therefore, i'll try to answer it...for my own satisfaction.....(by da way, i'm also in loveee with their music)...hehe

who are their?

- Mereka nii sama je mcm boy band kita kat Malaysia nii da only diff mereka nyanyi lagu yg kita sendiri tak tau makna nyer...
- mereka nii pandai menari....(Malaysian band pun de gak....)

- mereka sangat jambu a.k.a kacak (for guy) and comel (for girl)....

- mereka seksi (mungkin sebab ni kot guy suka....opps sorry i'm making a generalization here...hehe)
- Lagu mereka rancak....(lebih kurang KRU musik je...)

Why you like them?

- coz saya telah dibesarkan ngan citer2 korea masa kecik (actually time form 3)....
- citer pertama korea saya bertajuk...Autumn in my heart....see, drama yg terbaik tuuu...how come i'm not intrested with them...hehe

- then telah di-spoilkan dengan Full house, My girl, Boys over flower, All about eve, etc.....

- then masuk college, di spoilkan ngan citer jepun lak....Hana dori yango....wow..... (i like)

Who do you like most?

- Personally banyak giler hell....tp kalau cakap most....(oh susah nyer nak jawap)....actually memang tak de...coz semua saya suka....

Saper patut dipersalahkan?

No one.....coz kalau cerita baik, gambar cantik....any siaran tv akan tayangkan...dlu di bawa pleh TV3...then TV8 lak...now semua dah de....including TV2......

Adakah patut kita sokong mereka ?

Patut je....coz lagu mereka best.....ni sebagai pengajaran dan dorongan tuk karyawan kat malaysia buat lagu best2...tak de laa dok terhegeh buat lagu cam pe ntah..then harap kita beli CD Original mereka.....hehehe oppss....

p/s: De jee artis malaysia ni yg terbaik...e.g. Aizat, Faizal Tahir, Hafiz AF, Siti (asal semua old scholl ni?)

What do you think our future will look like?

our future??.....what do u mean.....hehe....

actually, waktu saya di expose ngan lagu2 korea & movie nii....sy masih kecik...so i'm growing with them....so, melihat kepada adik saya yg dok tengok citer indonesia...i think, biler time dier sampai mungkin lagu indonesia akan menaik semula....

therefore, i really hope, malaysia movie/drama leh hasilkan cerita yg terbaik (Nur Kasih/ CINTA)....tp jgn henti tayang citer outsider nii...coz kalau dok manja org kita malas nak hasilkan cerita best....and dr cerita mereka nii kita leh learn bout them and try to adapt what ever good from them to our life....

But plez, jgn laa dok tiru mereka bulat2...cam kumpulan GULA-GULA.....what da heck....aduhaiiii~

i think i should be a politician...hahahhaa

Anyway, k laa...layan lagu nii...chow~

Bila kawen?

2011-05-17T19:44:00.003+08:00

Salam,

Biler nak kawen?

Dah de sesaper ke?

tu antara soalan2 yang kerap ditanya sejak keberangkalian ini....mungkin disebabkan ramai member2 telah dan sedang menuju ke-arah pembinaan masjid...atau mungkin kerana adik saya akan bertunang minggu depan, lebih awal dari kakak dier ni...

i juz don't mind with the questions....tp paling saya tidak suka bile 'mereka' ini mula berkata:

tu laa, belajar tinggi2 tengok nak pilih calon pun susah

aduhai, tolong laaa kamu yg berfikiran sempit....tiada kaitan antara jodoh dengan ilmu....Nabi pesan " tuntut laa ilmu sehingga negeri China" means= cari ilmu sejauh mungkin....dan soal jodoh/ajal/rezeki semua di tangan tuhan....Biarlah Allah yang menentukan nya.....

Kengkadang, 'mereka' ini tidak patut dipersalahkan.....kerana 'mereka' ni telah dikahwinkan muda2 oleh mak ayah mereka.....k laa..anda dimaafkan...saya faham kerisauan mereka biler ada anak-anak dara nii tak kawen biler umur dah lanjut...ni sangat obvious pada mereka yang bergaji besar dan berjawatan tinggi......i'm not saying u r wrong...rmai gak Ketua-ketua pegawai Farmasi nii yang tak kawen2 lagi....walau umur dah masuk around 30+.......

saya pun ada kerisauan itu....tp i juz let it flow by it's own...coz takkan laa saya nak paksa....oh jodoh cepat mai...kalau tak siaplaa....(see)....kita tak leh nak mendesak..coz selagi ia tak mai...jgan laa dok terhegeh2.....bila sampai masa nyer...datang seru dari Allah, kawen laa saya ni...(don't worry, kad jemputan akan tiba kepada anda...hehe)

so, kepada kawan2 saya yang akan berkahwin....selamat menunaikan tanggungjawap sebagai seorang suami dan isteri.....kawen bukan senang...ia melibatkan ramai pihak...jangan ikut kepala otak sendiri je........kahwin biar dapat berkat especially dari mak ayah.... :)

:::Dedicated to you:::

Fear of becoming FRP

2011-05-11T18:50:00.004+08:00

Salam,

Today i have a very bad day....it's not due to people but the situation that i'm facing off....

Tomorrow i have clinical Viva and i'm not fully prepared.....everytime i learn and try to understand some topic it lead to disaster. i'm not like making a bombastic words here but it's true.....oh dear~

I think i'm not ready to become a FRP (Full Registered Pharmacist) because it's a big responsibility......huhu

Hopefully, everything goes well tomorrow...

Ya Allah, to You... i seek for guidance and calm....Ameen

p/s: When people ask me some simple questions, i will panic and loss all the words to say....and at last i will mumbling by myself.....(ish~)

p/s: I cannot concentrate in two works at one time....if i do so, i will do trillion of mistakes....(haih~)

.....GOOD LUCK ZARENA.....

Shopping with friends..

2011-05-08T01:09:00.003+08:00

Salam,

mari citer-citer.....

hari ni kan nina gi jenjalan ke Pasar seni (Central market) & Masjid India....best!!

PIPIT 2011

Actually plan dier gi event PIPIT kat CM, coz reen involved in it too....so give some support to my friend.....but then, alang2 dah ke sner...takkan tak kuar kan...so kami kuar laa shopping.....

Doodles by my frens. Reen.

once u in KL, the most suitable place for shopping biler duit tengah sengket ialah di masjid india....hahaha...coz kat sini, barang murah....lalala~

so nina membeli macam2

- Tudung
- Baju
- Payung
- Jam
- Selendang & anak tudung
- Kepit rambut (tp terletak kat beg syud...and dibawa nun jauh ke Sepang...)
- Frame gambar

kire byk gak kan...best2.....hanya menggunakan RM 100...

I LOVE SHOPPING.....LALALA~

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p/s: Nanti naak gi travel laa......masa jenjalan kat kl nampak byk gambar ausie,...oh my....best!!

JOM KENGKAWAN KITA GI TRAVEL......I MEAN ALL OF YOU...NOT ONLY YOU...AND YOU...AND YOU...AND YOU.......(best lak ayat intan ni....hahaha) opps lupa nak credit (Intan 2011)

BEST LA MAIN SNOW....

Hari itu...

2011-05-02T10:08:00.007+08:00

Salam,

Bagaimanakah anda meraikan hari pekerja semalam ? (oh, sungguh skema soalan itu....hehe)

tp seriously, my labour or labor day was damn full with events.....it's start at 7am till 1am.....leh caya kaa...tp caya laa...sy telah menjadi budak nakal kembali....haha~

Apa anda buat ? (asyik soal jawap je....tp senang laa aku jawapkan....coz de guide... ;p)

ANA KAWEN....

- Ana a.k.a RAIHANA ialah kawan baik saya dari zaman matrikulasi (KMNS) lagi.....semalam dier bersanding....and we (F.R.I.E.N.D.S) group bergerak ke Tangkak kat JOHOR (bukan di PERAK ek SOLEH).......

- ana sangat cantikz di hari kawen nyer.....wow!!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S bergabung....

- F.R.I.E.N.D.S ni terbentuk dari 8 orang gurlz....(ANA, WAWA, REEN, AREEN, NAD, DIDA, SOLEH &NINA)

- tapi semalam hanya 5 orang je dpt kumpul yg remaining de hal lain...so tak leh join.....

- biler dah jumper perangai budak2 pun kuar la.....sangat fun... (^__^)

BUNGAz bergabung....

- balik dari Johor, nina straight gi Dengkil berjumper kawan yg tersisih sorang2 kat dengkil.... (KAK GLAH)....then syud pun datang dr Selayang...tinggal Najlaa je tak de...coz dier nun jauh di utara.....

- Malam tu...kami ber-ronggeng ngan makan kat D'one steak house kat Bangi (sedaaapppppp & murah), then gi mkn ais-cream kat tutti fruti....and then gi karouke then hbis suara gi main bowling kat Alamanda....hahaha macam2 adaaa~

- see da event padat giler....nasib baik tak tengok wayang je.....

SO PE CONCLUSION...

conclusion dier, alangkah best kalau cuti lama..and dapat jumper member2 sekepala.....

Antara aku dan HTAR

2011-04-30T21:36:00.003+08:00

Salam,

Masuk hari ni dah 3 minggu nina keje kat Hospital Tengku Ampuan Rahimah (H.T.A.R) Klang dan untuk itu nina nak citer sikit beberaper perkara mengenainya....lalala~

KELEBIHAN

- Hosp. besar kan...(one of the busy hosp) memang seronok coz keje sentiasa ada....woha~

- Ramai pesakit ngan sakit yg pelik (yg tak pernah nina tau)...so learn lot....hehe

- Since pesakit ramai...so specialist mesti byk kan....so ke-ego-an mereka tuk ubat terbaik mesti de gak.....so i'm excited ngan ubat yg tak de kat hosp saya.....(^__^)

- Biler specialist ramai....so suka2 mereka laa nak order TPN...so sy gembira coz leh buat TPN....hehe (Kelmarin sy de 8 beg TPN tuk dibuat, bukan ke itu menyeronokkan)

Conclusion dier, i like HTAR coz ia sangat busy....dan membuatkan saya sibuk tanpa menghiraukan pukul braper skarang.....tp yg pasti kalau kul 5 je...punch card machine will ring out suruh balik...then saya laa orang pertama yg akan pulang (selepas semua settle) lalala~

KE TAK LEBIHAN (a.k.a mender tak seronok)

- Hari2 kena bangun pagi and kena kuar pagi2....huhu....sleep is very important to me (+__+)

- kat sini, sy jadi orang baru...so kawan tak ramai....memang laa ader MOJA, AJEET, JANE, KOGILA kat sini...tp mereka semua de kerja masing2....and we r in different department...so nak jumper tu seminit sekali je....huhu

- FRP in charge kat sner..sangat best...tetapi kengkadang dier garang laa...scary..scary......on my fisrt day....dier de tanyer soalan kat kami.....and i answer....mungkin jawapan sy salah...dier tanya lg....but u know me....nak jawap gak...then dier kata....' i ask my prp' ......wow!!!, i hate that word

I ASK MY PRP.....damn~

k tu je laa......dah pening kepala dah....mungkin terlebih tido...or mungkin low BP....hahaha....k theraaa~

p.s. sepanjang perjalanan ke HTAR...sy jumper ramai polis2 trafik yg keje ngan bagus skali....i like.... (^__^)

EMPTY

2011-03-28T23:20:00.003+08:00

Waktu dulu, everytime i felt sad/happy/angry or what ever emotions i will express it here...in my blog....but once i start work...i don't have the time to write...so all the emotions keep silence in my heart....but i can't handle it more...so let's write back....

i'm writting this while listening to doa-doa songs...coz i'm so regret for what i had done....for the past 1 week...i felt far away from the greatest lord, Allah....coz i'm in non-suci state...so i don't pray, not reading His holly Quran...and far away from zikruallah.....felt far....and hati rasa kosong...

when i in dark situations like that...you do bad things...and i done it myself.....huhu

i worried He might not forgive me..coz i know this situation will happen again in future....

Ya Allah, hamba mu bermohon supaya Kau ampun dosa hambamu ini Ya. Allah....yg lemah dan sering kali melakukan kesalahan...dekatkan lah hati hambamu ini kepadamu..dan permudahkan jalan ku menuju ke arah jalan yang diredai olehmu Ya Allah.....

I juz wish, i can felt the happiness in what ever i do.....coz now i felt empty....

Step step

2011-03-06T17:54:00.002+08:00

How u expressed you love?

Cinta itu suatu yang unik kan....melihat org bercinta (secara Halal) sangat sweet gitu....seperti melihat cerita di movie and drama...cuma tiada background music and back-up dancer je.....hehe

hari tu, kat kg. melihat gelagat atuk and nenek ku bergurau senda....dah umur 70 thun lebih msih bergurau senda seperti kanak2 mereka nii.....then blik sg buloh melihat gelagat ibu and ayah saya...and then melihat gelagat abg dan kak ipar ku....oh sweet nyer mereka nii.......

for me...the way i look the sweet of love is through song and movie......hehe...coz aku tiada kekasih halal lg lol.....kekeke....

so talking bout movie and song....what song u like....i prefer song yg ada makna (lirik best) or lagu yg sweet2 gitu.....and mostly..lagu itu tak tertumpu kepada lagu english semata....ia adalah 1MALAYSIA.....hehehe...so hr nii meh kongsi ngan kamu lagu2 cinta yg best.....OK!...(plez jgn kata sy minah cintan yo...)...hehe

1) Malay song

Anuar zain slalu nyanyi lagu cinta yg sweet kan?, tp kehidupan dier tiada lak cerita cinta...hurm..

2) Chinese song

dr dlu sampai skrang...i like dis song....lala~

3) Indian song

citer ni sangat best....korang mesti tengok.....

k tu je la.....cough non-stop makes me miserable.....Stop here yaa...oh, before go....nak share u all ngan lagu india yg second..citer ni pun best...dah tengok with family di wayang....kekeke....

I'm not a robot

2011-02-09T22:06:00.005+08:00

Salam,

The way i work are the way i learn about world & people

1) SMILE & Say Hi

Setiap hari nina pergi keje...nina mesti akan psang niat...hr ni aku nak gembira pergi kerja...so i juz smile to everyone (like our Prof Ros said....juz smile to everyone...) mner yg nina kenal...nina akan say...yo!, hi!. salam.....uiks! or anything juz to make them realize i'm there.........coz melalui beberaper bunyian yg dihasilkan nii...boleh merapatkan lg hubungan antara u and them....trust me, when u know them....and they know u...they will help u...... (^__^)

2) HELP THEM

Walaupun nina dah byak kali TER-KENA ngan sikap org yg tak reti berterima kasih nii....tp that will not stop me from doing good things to people....coz i know....if i help them...they might help me......So share some knowledge and help those need....

especially kalau member kena soal ngan FRP...and tak leh jwap...help them ngan bg clue2...or ckp bisik2 supaya dier leh jawap soalan tu....hehehe.......walaupun ia nampak remeh....tp ia leh membantu menaikkan semangat member tu....at least dier leh jwap...instead of saying DUNNO.....

Tiada kena mengena...juz miss them

3) BRING SOMETHING...so sweet

Nina suka laa HSR lifestyle yg suka berkongsi nii....contoh: Tahun baru cina nii.....Chinese fren bawak buah orange.....cam sweet....coz mereka msih ingat kita......Contoh lain....hurm, kalau member gi some place....(bercuti) mereka akan bwak some food for us....cam Kak Erin yg bwak makanan and sweets dr Mekah.....(thanx kak erin)

4) MAKE JOKE

Mender nii nina slalu buat....joke tuk mengembirakan ati sendiri......kalau di-KENA-kan leh FRP mesti akan menukarkan tone hentaman itu kepada bentuk joke...walaupun nampak cam sangat bodoh...tp ia leh mengurangkan stress.....coz kalau dok pikir pe dier ckp...leh kasi pening je....

cth: FRP ask, What is the strength of Immunoglobulin 6%.....I was like...erk!....tak ingat.....and dier leh kata braper lama dah keje sini....biler leh ingat nii....(sound like sarcastic and menci mendengar nyer)....but me jua say......Satu hari nanti i ingat yaa....hehehe.....(then after hbis sesi mengeji...gi laa tengok strength tu.....at least i learn~ ;)

5) MISTAKE MAKES ME LEARN...

Nina akan secara bersungguh2 mengurangkan kesalahan yg dilakukan...tp since i'm so clumsy...ia agak mencabar.....Sejak keje ni...tak terkire bilangan kesalahan and kemarahan terima....sungguh byk oo...sampai satu tahap tu...terpikir....nak give-up keje pharmacist nii n keje mender lain....seriously....tp, dr kesalahan tu...nina learn......i done dis mistake b4....don't do it again......tp some people yg konon nyer tak pernah buat kesalahan...memandang rendah akan sy....arg~ menci sama mereka nii......i don't care bout u....lihat laa satu hari nanti.......sy bukan robot yg tak melakukan kesalahan lol~.... ;)

k till here.....

p/s: nak gi Johor and buat aktiviti kemanusian...tp tak tau which way to go...any NGO leh disertai...tell me yaa~

What i like to do?

2011-01-12T20:17:00.009+08:00

What i like to do?

1) Menonton movie/OST
- Tiap kali menonton cerita comedy/sad i fell relax....hilang semua tension di hati....
- My fav movie now would be 3 Idiots and fav OST now Personal Taste..... ;)

2) Mengayuh basikal keliling kampung....Satu hari nanti nina harap nina leh mengayuh basikal mengeliling kampung sambil bawak camera.....u know what....my kampung betul2 sangat2 cantik....banyak keindahan alam yg ada kat sini.... ;)

3) Music....i like soft music...kalau memekak ni ikut time....slalu nyer kureng skit laa......i like music cam style sorang nyanyi with only one instrument either gitar/piano.....ia adalah music yg cukup mendamaikan dan menenangkan...... (p/s: suka tengok org main gitar...and cemburu coz mereka tau main gitar...)

4) Playing with kids....budak2 nii mereka tak paham pape lg...and mereka sangat jujur....so kalau bersuka ria ngan mereka sangat suci (hehe)....setiap kali lihat mereka senyum atau ketawa buatkan diri rasa oh...comel and sweet nyer kamu niii.....geram sangat, peluk mereka~ (miss my 2 little girl)

5) Playing with my cat...Nina sangat suka kucing....kucing adalah haiwan yang paling comel....so cute...dlu de kucing nama Cupid...dari first generation till 4 generation kita org bela....tp last generation tu...dah pergi tanpa meninggalkan waris......Now, kucing nina ader 2 ekor...sekor nama Kawaii (Jepun=comel) and another one nama Kuro (Jepun=Hitam).....Si Kawai nii Jantan, and yang si Kuro nii Betina....if they get married......will their child be grey...if yes...nak namakan..Grey Anatomy leh tak?....hehe

6) Work with happy people.....setiap kali kalau gi kerja...berdoa supaya semua org happy walaupun kerja bertimbun and stress thap nak mati...tp tetap happy.... ;)

7) Chatting.....slalu nyer nina akan chat ngan orang asing biler keadaan sangat damn boring giler nak mati (lihat perbandingan itu).....and slalu nyer chatting nii betul2 membuang masa..tp ada ketika itu...jumper org yg satu kepala...oh, chatting terasa sangat best...... ;)

byk lg list nak wat...tp tak tercapai otak-ku tuk memikirkan nyer.....hehehe...k till here..bye, salam

End up with video of my anak buah~ so adorable...Maaf tiada sound...coz camera sy bisu..(jgn pelik)...so to make ur life more happy..psang lagu Kimia (you tube yg sy post kat atas tu ) dlu b4 tengok video nii...

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Update life

2010-11-23T00:24:00.003+08:00

Salam,

Sudeh lama meninggalkan zaman blogging nii....hurm pe pulak alasan kali nii yaa...hurm (i'm in love.....teeettt~)

anyway, cerita kali nii psal

1) FORENSIC EXAM

- actually i have some confident doing my exam....tp entah cam mner ntah, confident tu makin pudar skit demi skit....
- tiada masalah of doing da exam over again...tp masalah nyer..i'm fed-up laa of reading....over and over again....seriously~
- so juz bertawakal je supaya semua org PASS......

Ya Allah, makbulkan permintaan hamba mu ini......Ameen~

2) CLINICAL

- hr nii dah dpt 2 case kat ICU....walaupun ia cuma dua...tp for me...tu pun dah ckup memeningkan....(for now la)
- dr kul 8mlm td till now (rehat jab) dok memikirkan asal laa my patient nii punya masalah yg byk....cian dier...plez don't die while u become my patient.....plez..plez....sy akan sedih melihat kematian patient sendiri.....huhuhu

the case is like dis:

On 77 years old patient (male) came to A&E complaining about SOB, and he had angina...so, sent to ward.....but then the condition getting worse..so he transfer to ICU....

now, he already been at ICU for 8 days and the WBC spiking, CrCl reducing (17ml/min), ALT & AST spiking (Liver failure), Albumin low, HCT low, HB low.....

at first, doc suspect pneumonia, but after giving antibiotic...the condition not stable gak....and C&S test all -ve....hurm~.....then since organ is failuring (de ekk perkataan ni) and WBC still spiking....doc suspect Sepsis....hohoho...

so treatment now, IV Cefoperazone, IV Vancomycin & Iv Fluconazole....straight shot for attacking sepsis.......

tu je laa....about my case...hopefully the antibiotic working....pray hard~

WHY I HATE CLINICAL DAY a.k.a ZOMBIE MOOD

lihat bilik-ku bersepah cam tongkang pecah ngan kertas bersepah.....argh~ rimas..rimas...rimas..... HELP ME (-__-)

Handling stress at HSR

2010-11-02T19:44:00.004+08:00

Salam,

Hari ni keje tahap gaban....seriously, br valid dpt gaji berangka itu ngan keje cam nii....hehehe...dari pagi sampai ke petang none stop...de je mender nak kena wat.....de je yg nak kena maki hamun, kena 1%*%%$ from me....especially puncher kat hospital yg kureng tajam gigi nyer.... (MOSTLY STUFF and de sedikit HUMAN)....

so since hr nii my way of handling it not very well...so kena polish laa my anger management therapy and how to handle stress.....

Mari berjumper Mr. Google and lihat apa jawapan terbaik yg leh diberikan oleh nyer::

Oh, Mr. Google u r so howt!!.... ;p (referring to the cat yaa....hehe)

ok!, selepas mengusyar selama beberaper minit....and memilih beberape point je...yg lain cam hampeh...so this is my conclusion of handling stress....

1) Talk / Socialize

- biler bercakap ngan org...kita akan merasa sedikit lega...coz, at 1 moment we totally forgot bout our work/due date/boss/etc
- i like dis method...and nina kalau boleh memang nak practic kan.....tp depend laa kat mner...kalau kat tempat yg kita dok pot-pet tp org tak nak layan....memang cam bodoh laa disner....

2) Learn to be happy

- bab nii maksud nyer, have fun with others....mean do something funny/fun
- tp jgn buat lawak bodo sampai org lain anggap kita bodoh...;p
- kat hosp. nii rmai yg fun/funny/poyo but still funny.....so no prob with this one....hehehe

3) Get away
- nina suka part nii....kalau nina rasa org tu cam membuatkan sy stress, nina akan kuar dr tempat tu...and menjerit (thap tone yg rendah) and menyumpah2 org tu....hahahaha....
- hr nii dah buat 3 kali buat mender nii...and semua nyer kat tempat yg sama....tp org yg berlainan...
- i think tempat tu dah berhantu laa....hantu stress....hahahaha...org2 kat dlm tu pun hampir menjadi zombie....perlu mengelakkan masuk kesner....(weeeee~)

4) Aromatherapy
- yg nii pun best....tp kat hosp. bau ubat boleh melawan bau aromatherapy kot...so perlu memerlukan se-lori aromatherapy to relax...hehehe

5) Sleep
- Hurm....idea yg baik...perlu mencari port tuk melaksanakan nyer...
- tp i tak suka mkn gaji buta nii...lalalala~ (poyo!!)

6) solat
- amalan pling berkesan...

7) surfing
- nii pun best....pling2 kalau dok usyar citer2 korea/jepun...wallawei...
- tp since berokband telah menjadi godzilla kat HSR...so cannot...+ too busy nak melayari internet....

8) music
- i always carry my dear pink-red mp3....tp masalah gak, coz tak leh nak pakai....
- de org kata (which is my hati...hehe), ala guna je laa...bukan org nampak pun...kau kan pkai tudung and pkai white coat...tak de nyer org nampak...tp masalah nyer....tel. kat farmasi nii slalu je berdering..kalau angkat karang org disner leh dengar lak lagu yg aku dengar....hahahaha

** do u know, this is my sms tone time dlu2....sy pilih lagu nii coz ia sungguh comey and kelakar...tiap kali dengar mesti happy...+ i make other people smile and happy too...hehehe...tp now sebab handset kurang maju...so tak leh nak msuk lagu nii dah....huhu

9) Exercise
- hurm cam ne nak lakukan nii.....naik tangga turun tangga di kire tak....adakah ia berkesan....
- sila buat and bg tau sy ek....hehe

10) kau mik je EL...then drive gi KL and shopping......hahahaha

k tu je laa kot....hopefully it help me....and help u too....

p/s: Senyum laa wahai FRP and PRP sekahlian.....sy stress tengok anda stress...u r my weakness....kwang..kwang.... ;p

2010-10-22T21:32:00.004+08:00

Salam,

ZAINI BG INFO TAK BEST

Today, masa ngah wat keje kat OPD tertiber jee si Zaini tu bg kertas suruh sain...dier kata dier tempahkan kater tuk aku......aku pelik la...pe ke mende dier nii tertiber gi tempah kater tuk aku.....then dier kata, zarena ngan tee kena gi Ipoh tuk taklimat MTAC....ekkk!!!, what da heck...tertiber je...kena gerak kul 2pm hr nii gak....huuuu~ tak pe laa, lepas blik rehat (hr nii jumaat daa) nina dtg la blik hosp.....
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BERSERONOK KAT UMAH

sampai di umah, lepak2...tengok tv..mkn2..and lepak blik ngan Kawaiii (my little cat yg menyebuk)......tertiber rasa cam something wrong je...rasa cam nina de mender kena wat..tp tak ingat....last2 br ingat..WEI KENA ADA KAT HOSPITAL KUL 2PM TUK GI IPOH.....OMG!!!, dah kul 2.10 pm dah time tu....Gilorrr laaa~

so rushing laa gi hosp..Pat lak call....tanya kat ne...Police lak wat road block..and kater mak cik mner ntah bwak punyer laa lembab....mati den~.....

tp sampai gak kat hosp. ngan selamat around 2.25pm...hehehhee......
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BERPUTAR2 KERANA LAMBAT

so, then trus la gi naik kater and ke Ipoh....sampai Ipoh around 3.30 and driver tu antar kami kat JKN pharmacy (Maybank Trust)......so kami rushing naik atas....and tanyer org tu mner taklimat tu.....then org JKN tu kata...eh, bukan sini..tp kat JKN perak (Tabung Haji)...ekkk~ what da heck!!!!.....

cam ne nii....dah laa driver tu dah gi....call dier 4 kali..tp tak angkat.....how r~....dah lewat lak tu....raser cam tak nak gi dah.... (-__-)

tau tak pe my fren do?....dier trun bwah...and approach some pak cik and us him to hantar us ke sner.....OMG~!!!, dis gurl sangat menakutkan......
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HANYA KERANA AKU PAKAI TUDUNG

pak cik yg tumpangkan kami tu baik sangat, dier sebenar nyer rushing tuk meeting tp hantarkan kami gak....Pak cik Dam (indian guy) nii kata, berani nyer u all approach stranger and mintak antar.......huhuhu (sy tak berani...ni kwn sy tu yg berani...), and dier kata....masa my fren tu ask dier tkut skit laa...tkut de kes rompakan ke pe....then bila my fren ckp dier and another fren of her nak tumpang...(dier tunjuk sy)...dier trus kata ok....dier kata, when i look at u (which me) perempuan melayu pkai tudung...dier kata ok.....

wah, tu laa kebaikkan pkai tudung..... (^__^)
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PULANG DARI IPOH

maser blik ipoh, jln jem giler, hujan lebat lak tu....huh~....

mser tunggu kat traffic light tertiber jee de accident kat sebelah kater kami....terkezut den....de motor ditunggang wanita terjatuh kat tengah2 jalan...

time tu....dtg seorang lelaki cina tuk bantu org tu...(org melayu)....wah, 1malaysia is everywhere laa.....berbangga ngan org2 malaysia nii...semua baik2 ati belaka....

oh, driver hosp. kita pun turun (hujan oo kat luar) nak tolong org tu....bgus2....Hosp.Slim River terbaik laaa (^__^)
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SAMPAI UMAH KUL 9PM

penat giler....coz sampai umah lewat....antar tee ke kampar, then ikut jalan lama lak....org bwak lembab nak mati....haiyaa....penat2...

sok nak tido and bangkit lewat....qada' segala kepenatan ni....hehehe

p/s: td kat hosp. ipoh nak solat asar, tanyer nurse sner mner surau terdekat....dier kata de 2 surau....satu kat klinik pakar...and another one kat ward....dier sruh sy gi yg ward...dier kata jgn gi yg klinik pakar nyer...bahaya.....dlu de kes kat sner....lupa lak nak tanyer...kes aper....curious pulak dah :p

Memory Indah

2010-10-07T21:33:00.004+08:00

Salam,

**Menulis ni ngan penuh tekun ngan bertemankan bunyi kipas yg dok pusing2 and bunyi cengkerik yg bernyanyi merdu mmanggil bini dier....nak gi ronggeng kot mereka malam nii...hahaha (sila ignore pemikiran nina yg tak normal hr ni)

anyway, hari ni tajuk nyer mengenang zaman silam...specific kan lagi zaman college bersama kengkawan yg satu kepala tp berlainan badan...cam ne tu?? (pikir2 laa sendiri) ;p

pertemuan bermula di sebuah college yg terletak di Cyberjaya yg konon nyer internet ada dimner2, ICT and what so ever....and di sebuah kelas yg mempunyai 22 org murid (murid ke??) yg terdiri drp

:: Zarena, Syuhada, Najlaa, Marlyna, Intan, Syafa, Syazwani, Syapiq,Mujahid, Sumayah, Ain, Menahae, Mahiya, Najwaa, Syakilah, Choon Ho, Phyllis, Sinye, Kaeshih, JC, Ajeet and Jane::

Menyingkap semula memory itu sungguh best.....antara nyer::

Dinner party (pling best time pre-grad dinner for senior)

Bowling kat Alamanda

Menonton wayang

Kenny Rogers red dress

Suprise party (yg pling jd, burfday Sopip)

Pulau Kapas trip

Young Mercy project

Org asli event

Kenali pharmacy (Reach the Youth)

Lepak kat Putrajaya sampai pagi....

firework festivel, (picnic tengah2 mlm kat tepi tasik CyberHeight)

Karate

Clinical ngan Prof Ros (seram sjuk setiap kali nak present)

Gelak tawa ngan perangai Moja yg tak matang..(opps, sory moja) ;p

masak2 kat umah dengkil

bukak pose reramai...

langkawi trip

Jogja trip (Maya kawen....)

sungguh byk lg...tp otak dah jem ngan memory suka duka ngan korang.....oh rindu giler sama kamu semua......

p/s: Next post menyingkap memory zaman Matrik lak, then di-ikuti leh zaman sekolah menengah & rendah

My x-fren:: Happy Birthday::

2010-10-06T20:36:00.003+08:00

Salam,

Today my sis. nyer burfday...Happy Birthday dear sis....anda telah pun tua....hehehe....and today also my x-fren burfday...why call him x-fren??

sila rujuk previous post...tak mau citer lagi psal tu.....so, juz usyar2 his facebook, kalau leh sent message to him happy birthday coz dlu pernah janji nak wish him happy birthday on his birthday (braper byk birthday laaa)

tp, i noticed 2 thing change in his profile info

1) it written there, married with XXX
2) child xxx 1 years old...

Alhamdulillah, dier telah mengaku and tak tipu lg....see,i like it....sepandai2 tupai melompat akhirnyer jatuh ke tanah yg berlumpur gak...hahahha...

anyway, Happy Birthday dear x-fren, jgn menipu lg yaa...especially kalau related with ur family....sungguh tak macho

Kehidupan ahli farmasi

2010-09-23T18:57:00.002+08:00

Salam,

sorry lambat update u all....juz tak de masa....(konon~) ;p

hopefully belum terlambat nak wish Selamat Hari Raya.....hari ni mau citer psal 2 things

1) Kehidupan sebgai ahli Farmasi.

- kat HTR nii, kehidupan sungguh damai...
- but the only prob here is...no fren nak hang out laa..sungguh boring...(naper Nadia hbis belajar awal sangat).....and terlalu jauh dari kehidupan normal org seperti sy....hahahahahhaa

2) Kehidupan sebagai ahli farmasi yg 'serba tahu'

- kat sini, kerja sebagai ahli farmasi tak banyak...tp tu tak bererti tak perlu buat apa...coz kat sini lebih kepada belajar/teori/etc....
- byk ooo assigment kat sini...learn and learn...read and read...hohohoho

- kembali ke alam college....i like assigment...tp biler kena soal sampai dah tak terjawap tu yg tak minat (kalah Prof Ros )...byangkan..... (-__-)

ok tu laa update nyer.....

lagu hari nii bertajuk Creating Love by 4 minute

Un-faithful friends

2010-09-01T05:55:00.002+08:00

Salam,

Korang pernah dengar lagu Impossible from shontelle tak? tak nah ke....nah tengok video nii....

ok, naper nina letak lagu nii....actually ia sangat relate with my life.....let's story2 supaya u all understand clearly..

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I know dis one guy and he was so sweet and nice...very nice indeed cam susah lak nak crik dis kind of guy in this world (ok, skrang dah over puji lak...hehe)....i like to fren with him coz he care...selain dari syud, najlaa and other fren..he one of my fren who care what happen with my life....gurl always like guy that care bout her life....and i'm girl too.... (^__^)

during our frenship, he tell me bout his life....and he show me his family member picture..he tell me his secret and tell me his pain...what so ever (like a good fren)...actually i like it...coz i don't have many guy fren who share their life thing to me.... (^__^)

so, da best part in this story is that....everything is a lie....yeah, u heard it....LIE.....

i always tell him...i hate frenship make from lie....guess what, he one of them....the world is just small guy....how hard u try to hide it....we always know what you trying to hide.....

actually pe yg di lie tu?? i tell yaa...and u all judge je laa dier by ur own

1) he said his mother want him to get married with a nurse...but he reject that gurl...
2) he said his brother have a kid and he always play with her
3) he said he live alone with fren and don't have anyone
4) he said his brother is a playboy and just got married and cheating his wife

raser nyer cukup kot...takat tu..karang citer lg...byk lak list dier....

so, da true was

1) he already got married with that nurse
2) that little princess is his own kids
3) he live with his little family
4) the guy is him not his brother

see, would u fren with him......i don't mind fren with married guy..but i care not to fren with guy who lie bout his family...lie about his kids..cause orang yg sukar putar belit citer nii tak layak dipanggil kawan......

the world is small dear, tak perlu laa menipu2....so, relate to the song...i like the lirik mentions

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts

Malas

2010-08-20T00:08:00.002+08:00

seriously sangat malas nak menulis blog....pdhal byk je nak kongsi ngan korang...

- my new work
- my new fren
- my new senior

- my new place-hosp.

semua nyer new2...tp since malas...i dunno laa..tunggu laa time i free and boring thap gaban...then i'll update u all.....

Cerita mereka

2010-07-20T16:37:00.003+08:00

Salam,

Hari ni saya nak citer kisah benar mengenai seorang wanita ini......cam ne nak start ek...hurm

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Ada seorang wanita nii nama dier Miss A, pada suatu hari de someone call her...no telefon tu un-known tp num nyer semua sama ngan num. tel. dier cuma from Maxis Line (e.g. Miss A num. 013-1234567 and unknown caller number 012-1234567) paham tak?

ok, dr situ laa perkenalan mereka antara Miss A and Mr.Z

mereka tidak pernah bersua....juz ber-sms and calling jee and for 4 years...giler tak?

so, begitu laa citer nyer perkenalan antara Miss A and Mr.Z

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on da same time of perkenalan antara Miss A and Mr Z.....Miss A nii dah de seorang buayafriend (menurut ustaz Hasrizal..hehe) and mereka telah ber-couple selama 2 tahun....dat buaya friend kita gelar Mr.B ok?

so, while ber-cintan2 ngan Mr. B, Miss A also fren with Mr.Z

selepas beberaper tahun........perhubungan antara Miss A and Mr. B telah pun putus kerana perasaan Miss A tiada lagi kepada Mr B....on da same time...perasaan Miss A kepada Mr.Z semakin mendalam....hurm~

End of story of Mr.B

p/s: Mr.B sangat kaya and so romantik

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after a while, Miss A kenal pulak ngan another guy name Mr. C

they ber-couple for some time....but the story end like da same....they brake-up because Miss A like Mr. Z more...hurm....but Mr C won't accept the brake up....he cry terlalu teruk...lol~

p/s: this guy pun berkerjaya and kaya laa gak..
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Guess what, after 3 month brake-up ngan Mr.C, Miss A kawen gak ngan someone...and dat guy is Mr Z

they meet only once tu pun for short time (30 minutes)....and then they juz get married...hurm~

Moral of the story:: tak yah laa nak ber-buayafriend and ber-gelifriend....coz jodoh dah pun ditentukan..... hehehe

Rasulullah SAW telah bersabda: “Ketika ditiupkan ruh pada anak manusia tatkala ia masih di dalam perut ibunya sudah ditetapkan ajalnya, rezekinya, jodohnya dan celaka atau bahagianya di akhirat”.

Kawan sy ke ni?

2010-07-19T17:43:00.005+08:00

Salam,

nina try to be calm tuk menulis nii....jgn terlalu ikut emosi walaupun perempuan de 9 emosi 1 akal....tp i juz hv to expressed it...

i meet a guy for four years who i called him my good friend.....we start it with keikhlasan dan kejujuran tuk menjadi seorang sahabat yg baik (Hanya sahabat jgn pikir lebih dr tu) ......kerana sy percaya semua sahabat2 sy dr golongan mereka yg baik-baik.....

nina tak suka kawan ngan org yg jahat.....sebab nina takut sedikit tempias dr kejahatan beliau akan kena kat sy....so juz be care....jgn tersalah pilih kawan....dalam kes nii...beliau pun saya anggap org baik-baik...

Hadis al-Bukhari dari Abu Musa al-Asy'ari, bermaksud:

“Diumpamakan rakan yang soleh dan rakan yang jahat ialah seperti (berkawan) dengan penjual minyak wangi dan tukang besi. Penjual minyak wangi tidak akan mensia-siakan anda, sama ada anda membelinya atau hanya mendapat bau harumannya. Tukang besi pula boleh menyebabkan rumah anda atau baju anda terbakar, atau mendapat bau busuk.”

naper nina kata dier dr kwn yg baik-baik

- he know how to talk and respect other peolple
- he always say the true

tu jee...other part of his life i juz don't care...as long as a friend....dier memang baik...

tp kan....hari nii...nina dah nampak the true of him....OMG!! can u believe this....all about him is a lie....lol~

“Wahai orang yang beriman! Bertakwalah dan hendaklah kamu bersama-sama orang yang bersifat benar.” (Surah at-Taubah, ayat 119)

de gak manusia cam nii ekk.....dlm perhubungan sebagai kwan jgn laa main-main ngan nina....nina kalau bab kwn2 nii slalu mik serius...jgn berani2 nak hina, maki or kenakan kwn sy...kerana mereka adalah KAWAN SAYA....tp bila satu kepercayaan yg diberi telah dirobek....so long and good bye my friend....let's end it here.....u r juz an other person that juz pass by.....seorang lelaki asing dah......

Juz focus the title of this song...yg lirik-lirik lain tak de kaitan...hehehe

to all my friends, thanks for being my good friends....if u all pernah berkata bohong sepanjang perkenalan kita plez tell me the true instead of other people said it to me or i saw it through my eyes.....FRIENDS FOREVER

p/s: nina nak try msuk bebrape ayat-ayat al-quran and hadis dalam setiap post.......satu pelajaran tuk sy dan kamu.... ;)

Learn and think

2010-07-18T23:38:00.004+08:00

Salam,

nina dalam proses nak mengenal sesuatu.....i trying to learn about it thru few perspektif....

1) Books

2) Blog

3) People opinion (friends)

4) from my perspektif

and i pray everyday i will found the answer (petunjuk)....sebab saya takut membuat salah and saya takut pe yg sy buat akan membuatkan Allah murka.....saya mahu yg terbaik tuk diri dan saya perlu preparakan diri tuk mendapat kejayaan itu...kerana kalau tak berusaha dr skrang...kita takkan mendapat hasil nyer satu hari nanti......

actually pe yg zarena nak tau sangat nii??? ia mengenai pergaulan......kalau anda baca posting sebelum ini anda akan faham...situasi yg dihadapi kwn sy itu sama seperti yg sy hadapi.... :(

This song juz suitable to show what i want to tell yaa~

Now i'm reading two books (fana yg kenalkan)....hasil tulisan Hasrizal...and i'm sure most of u all pernah dengar tjuk dier....

- Aku terima nikahnya
- Bercinta sampai ke syurga

salah satu bab yg nina br lepas baca (Bercinta sampai ke syurga) menceritakan tentang Ibrah Yusuf a.s mendepani biusan cinta...ia dah berikan 1/3 dr pe yg nina nak tau...now i juz need another 2/3 more to complete my 'research'

nina juga always ask fren and ask them how do u feel having it...and how u solve it...coz melalui aper org lain buat kita boleh berfikir.....

Katakanlah (Wahai Muhammad): "Aku hanyalah mengajar dan menasihati kamu dengan satu perkara sahaja, iaitu: hendaklah kamu bersungguh-sungguh berusaha mencari kebenaran kerana Allah semata-mata, sama ada dengan cara berdua (dengan orang lain), atau seorang diri; kemudian hendaklah kamu berfikir sematang-matangnya (untuk mengetahui salah benarnya ajaranKu" (Surah Saba’: 46)

zina hati

2010-07-17T17:59:00.004+08:00

Salam,

Saya ada seorang kawan yg menyukai someone....but she keep it by herself..tak nah bg tau sper2 mengenai nyer melainkan saya......dia cuma suka share problem ngan dat guy coz she think hanya that guy lebih memahami and always give good solution....but persahabatan tu membuatkan dat gurl fall in love with that guy...and if one day tak jumper dier rasa lain mcam and rasa rindu nak talk to him....

so, adakah situasi dier di-kira zina hati ??

Semalam jugak terbaca satu articles kat I luv islam ia mengenai zina hati.....(article nii cam memberikan sy jawapan terbaik tuk persoalan di-atas) tp ape sebenar nyer zina and aper beza nyer ngan zina hati...????

Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W

“Zina mata dengan melihat, kedua telinga zinanya mendengar, lidah zinanya bercakap, tangan zinanya berpegangan, kaki zinanya melangkah dan hati zinanya dgn berhasrat, membayangi,dan berharap. Dan kesemuanya itu akan dibenarkan (direalisasikan) atau tidak oleh kemaluan ” (HR Bukhari).

Dan Firman Allah

“janganlah kamu mendekati zina” (al-isra’:32)

so persoalan nyer skrang adakah situasi dat gurl juga digelar zina hati gak....????

Ada laa beberaper blog yg citer psal zina hati ni gak....but i won't talk bout it yet untill nina dpt jwap yg terbaik....

Kupu-kupu-ku

2010-07-15T21:39:00.005+08:00

Salam,

since hari nii free mari kita bercerita....citer hari nii psal 2 org patient nii....

PATIENT PERTAMA

- dier dtg kat clinic because dier nak mik suntikan typhoid...ia adalah suntikan wajib tuk mner pekerja yg mengendalikan makanan

- Kalau rajin gi laa baca psal thyphoid disease....ia sesuatu yg bgus tuk dipelajari....

* tertiba teringat time belajar kat dlm kelas....oh rindu* rindu*

- so, dier juz dtg jumper dr. and mik suntikan.....then dr. bg tau...that patient having SLE..

- pe tu SLE?? SLE ialah Systemic Lupus Erythematosus.

- Ia disease yg sangat mengerunkan.....iaitu bila badan attack/membinasakan bdn sendiri....mkn tuan laa senang ckp...kalau sy explain....panjang lebar lak...so gi laa bc sendiri....(semua sruh bc sendiri je ekk....hehe, sy hanya nak pupuk amalan membaca je kwn2...jgn merengek laa....hehehe) or kalau tak nak gi tengok citer HOUSE.....byk kes SLE dlm episode dier..

- Berbalik kat patient nii....dier tak nak mik pape treatment psal disease dier...coz dier kata dier tak de pape pun takat nii...huh...

* Moral of the story:: sper patut dipersalahkan....patient or health care people....sy akan salahkan diri sendiri (health care worker) kerana tak explain betul2 about this disease to the patient...sampai patient kata...it's juz nothing....ish..ish..

:: De sorang patient yg dtg kat clinic..muka dier sangat sweet, suka tengok dier ;p ::

PATIENT KEDUA

- Patient nii accident....jatuh sebab nak elak kereta....tak de laa parah sangat tp punya laa gedik (semua org sakit suka disayangi....eceh~)

- tuk keje membersihkan luka dier nii...sy handle...dah 2 hari sy dok bersihkan luka dier...and dua hari nii gak sy dok sabar ngan kerenah kebudak-budakkan dier nii..ish...ish...

- hari pertama, time nak bersihkan....mintak buat pelan2 laa.....mintak belikan air laa, mintak nak tido laa...pe ke mender la dier nii...manja betul...

- yea, dier memang manja coz dier anak bongsu (sy interview dier...sempat lg....hahahha)

- hari kedua dier mai....boleh tak dier tak bersihkan luka dier kat umah (pemalas) and ubat pun tak mau mkn (ni farmasi marah nii).....so, bersihkan laa luka dier buat kali kedua....sabar2~

** Since luka dier byk kat tangan, kaki, muka and bibir...so setiap kali dok bersihkan tempat tuu...de je mender dier nak complain....arrrrr~

p/s: Wei fana, ni khas tuk kau....hahaha

:: Cinta tu ibarat kupu2....mkin anda kejar makin ia lari ::

:: Tp kalau duduk diam-diam.....dtg laa ia ngan sendiri nyer ::

Siapa ????

2010-07-15T17:38:00.003+08:00

Ok, siapakah anda org KUANTAN yg mengusyar blog nii...kalau anda bukan kwn terdekat....maka ia sangat scary coz anda bakal mengetahui semua yg sy nak citer....and actually blog nii bukan tuk tatapan umum pun..wkakaka....and da citer semua berkisar sy je wei....hehee...

yg aku tau budak kuantan sorang je...SYAFA...tp dier dah pindah JOHOR....so, siapakah budak KUANTAN ini...hurm.....

A thousand elephant

2010-07-12T22:14:00.004+08:00

Salam,

baru lepas tengok one indian movie...tjuk dier " Vaaranam Aayiram" which maksud nya Seribu Gajah ( A thousand elephant).....

Citer nii bertemakan psal ayah....macam mner ayah boleh wujud dalam setiap aspect of his son's life as hero and inspiration......sedih tau citer nii...i almost cried...huhu....

Plot citer ni kalau korang nak tau lebih2 baca laa kat wikipedia..and kalau intrested nak tengok, usyar laa youtube...crik yg de subtitle....berbaloi melihat nyer.....

k laa, i end this movie review by this song.....suka lagu nii....ia mengambarkan macam mner perasaan lelaki nii biler dier nyer gf mati...and he juz can't forget her.....

Cerita sepanjang minggu

2010-07-12T12:59:00.006+08:00

Salam,

Ok, selepas beberaper hari tak de masa tuk update...hr nii sy de masa....lalala~

ISNIN MY FAV DAY

- Kelmarin sy dah mintak kat clinic (tempat sy keje) tuk memberikan sy cuti tiap-tiap hari isnin...
- Coz hari isnin ialah hari yg tak best tuk berkerja.....
- Hari isnin ramai patient sy berpura-pura sakit tuk mintak MC and saya tiada masa tuk melayan kerenah mereka ini...sy mintak cuti awal2....hehe

- Hari isnin, hari yg best tuk gi wat keje berkaitan kerajaan (hospital, pendaftaran or anything) coz org tak ramai yg nak dtg.....hehehe
- Hari isnin hari terbaik tuk enjoykan diri when other people sedang sensara tuk keje.....
- k tu la je laa wei...lain2 sebab pikir laa sendiri

HARI SABTU SAYA JUMPER Dr YANG SANGAT KERET/SOMBONG

- Hari sabtu lepas saya kerja....then de satu Dr lain msuk keje ganti Dr. Vicky...nama doctor nii biar laa rahsia...kita gelar Dr K for Keret....hehehe
- Dia masuk lambat time tu (kul 10.30 am)...and pepagi lagi de patient baru masuk...patient tu br je accident...and dah tunggu doc. ni lebih kurang 40 minutes....
- Bila kami call doc. nii dier tak angkat....bengap tul...
- So sementara tunggu doc. nii sampai..sy bersihkan laa luka patient tu....not to serious...so i can do dat (sy de pengalaman dlu...time keje kat clinic masa umur 17 thun...so gunakan pengalaman itu).

- then, biler Dr. K tu sampai, dier arahakan sy and another fren of mine tuk ikut dier (sambil tunjuk ngan jari telunjuk ke arah kami and kata...awak and awak ikut saya)....mender dier nii....pape laa..sy ikut je laa...

- masuk bilik dr. dier crik2 patient tu maner....sy tunjuk laa dier kat bilik belakang....n tau tak doc. tu kata pe...(Awk, jgn ajar sy....awk ikut je....) berlagak giler...bangang tul...tak pe2..rilek2....

- then dier arahkan gi mik flavin tuk bersihkan luka patient tu (tanpa lihat patient tu dlu)...and i said...doc. sy dah bersihkan dah luka patient tu....then he looks at me ngan pandangan yg poyo dier...(cam aku tak tau wat keje lak...)..bengap~

- and satu kawan sekerja nii gi kantoikan kat doc tu..kata (Doc, dier ada degree in farmasi)....and the doc. look shock....maybe malu coz telah memandang rendah kat kami pekerja part-time di clinic nii.....( I prefer low-profile....budak nii dah pesan jgn kasi tau org bout my degree...ish~)

- so, after settle semua, dier say thanks for helping and asking all sort of question bout my study (malas nak layan dier)...and at last dier kata...nanti apply Hospital Klang ekk...(mcam sy nak...tak nak dah jumper doc. cam dier)..

** so pengajaran di-sini, jgn laa memandang rendah pekerja2 kat clinic walaupun anda belajar MBBS skali pun...coz, de some of us de pengalaman berkerja lg baik dr anda....

HARI SABTU JUGAK SAYA DAPAT SPA LETTER

- yeah dah dpt dah surat SPA yang mengatakan sy dpt tawaran bekerja sebagai pegawai farmasi U41....i like....
- after dis, isi semua borang2 dier, mintak cop dr pesuruh jaya tinggi/majistret and then wat medical check-up.....
- then antar satu borang nii kat bahagian farmasi kat jln university...then wait for my hospital placement.....hopefully dpt pe yg sy mau....lalala~

- and hopefully, college akan antar result kami ke bahagian farmasi ngan cepat...tanpa ada sebarang masalah.....supaya org bahagian farmasi dpt wat keje ngan cepat and systematic.....let cross our finger and pray to Allah....ameen~

HARI AHAD KAMI WAT REUNION

- Yea, akhir nyer berjaya gak reunion yg dah 2 taun tertangguh...

- walaupun tak ramai yg mai...at least ia bergerak gak

- yg tak mau dtg tu..suka ati kamu laa....mungkin setengah busy and mungkin setengah lagi juz don't care bout frenship.....hurm...biarlah ~
- tp frenship will never end..... ;)

HARI YANG LAIN

- hari yg lain2 sy bekerja laa....penat laa...kena wat keje org...and bukan kerja sendiri....kalau gaji dibyar atas usaha itu..ia akan berbaloi...tp kalau ia dibyar sama sahaja...alangkah sedih nyer....hurm...

- tp tak pe laa.....maybe i learn something......

- since dah busy...tak de masa dah nak enjoy ngan tv/internet/YM/ facebook/blogger/bharian/etc....hari2 juz with job....workcoholic girl coming up..... :(

p/s: Hari tu kan, nina mimpi mengandung duh...scary2.....tp juz curious what will it mean...so check laa kat internet...n dier kata akan dpt rezeki.....huiyo..itu bagus.....then sok pagi nyer i dpt duit dari kawan...hahhhahaha......cam pape ntah (some mimpi leh dipercayai..some juz ignore it...hehe)

Kerja yg ke-4 dlm hidup

2010-07-08T20:39:00.006+08:00

Salam,

Saya sangat penat tau skrang....coz br msuk keje semalam...semalam dah start keje kat sebuah clinic...why clinic and bukan farmasi....coz, keje kat farmasi kena tunggu org.....sy tak suka....(sy penah wat practical di pharmacy)...tp kat clinic...patient tunggu kita....(utk dipanggil nama)....hehe...

Kerja kat clinic nii sy leh bg education kat doctor, kat worker and kat patient about medicine......so it's part of my learning process...hehe

clinic tak pernah sunyi coz, dia ada Penal (patient tak perlu bayar), ada simple surgery (sy suka....hehe tp tak suker jd doctor...lalala), Ubat sikit....(senang nak ingat...hahah) pe da punyer farmasi daa sy nii......alaa, rilek laa..nanti msuk hospital sy akan kena gak kan..so kali nii biar laa skit2 jee....

Dier nii seorang surgeon yg terbaik tp dier tak de MBBS....Anime Black

so, keje kat clinic nii ingat keje nyer senang..tp lepas doctor terbaik nii tau sy de degree in farmasi...dier trus sruh sy handle account...what da heck...i hate account....dier trust me to handle her money and clinic....OMG, i shouldn't hv told her bout my degree (actually nii de case lain cam ne dier leh tau...sy terkantoi.....huhu)

I HATE ACCOUNT OR ANYTHING RELATED TO IT....huhu

anyway, sok sy kena stay back lg cam kelmarin 8am-10pm tuk handle account lg.....i'll make sure the doctor pay me what i had done....if not, i resign....hahahhahaaha.....

k laa, tu laa citer tuk kali ni....de kerja nak wat....doctor bg keje tuk dibwa ke umah...buat aggrement tuk pekerja laa...(mcam clinic tu aku punya laak)....leh tak nak letak dlm aggrement tu sy nak doctor membayar gaji accountant tak terlatih seperti Zarena double from her salary....kekeke....

I juz luv dis pic. walaupun tak de kena mengena...coz i like anime..PICTURE only... ;p

k chow~

p/s: Doc ajak sy gi conferance ubat kat Garden Hotel....ia psal ubat Desvenlafaxine (cuber teka ubat pe nii tanpa rujuk buku/internet...refresh ur brain).....cam intrested...tp tengok laa dlu...Sy intrested nak gi coz ia psal ubat tu....tp doc. intrested nak gi coz ia anjuran Pfizer and dier kata makanan dier sedap....hahahaa...lwak giler~

Orang sekeliling membuatkan saya marah...ekk?

2010-07-03T16:26:00.004+08:00

Salam,

Menaip ni sambil psang lagu arvil lavigne (When your gone).....saya sedang dalam keadaan mengawal kemarahan nii...naper sejak akhir2 nii saya sentiasa marah2...adakah kerana hormone tak stable...or adakah kerana saya sedang di kelilingi oleh mereka2 yg slalu naikkan kemarahan saya or mungkinkah kerana saya ni mempunyai masalah personaliti yg teruk....y???

blaming ur self is what i used to do....tp skarang..saya tahu kalau saya tak sayang diri sendiri dan keep on membenci...sapa lagi nak sayang kita kan....so i have to get rid of this anger...how??

my way, is through writting.....so let's write...why i'm so mad now????

_____________________________________________________

1) Miss A

- Kalau cakap ngan dier nii....ada je dier nak melawan...usah perkara teruk..perkara baik kita bg tau pun dier akan melawan....

- bila dier dah kena marah ngan saya, dier akan merajuk dan tunjuk ego dier kat saya...(itu normal untuk perempuan...sy pun berkeadaan begitu)....

- tp apa psal sy marah???? lagi..... coz, dier semakin menyakitkan ati...time to time...why?? coz kami tidak bertegur sapa dah.....so how??? let's forgive her...

- adakah itu senang....mungkin yea..mungkin tidak...ia akan bermula ngan memulakan percakapan semula....(mungkin amik masa tuk start it...hurm)

2) Mr B

- dier nii kalau pinjam barang org, akan menggunakan tuk kepentingan org lain..sehingga barang itu menjadi masalah kepada kita....tak paham???

- Pura2 pham laa kamu...kerana saya tidak mahu mengaibkan org.....so, since dat case...sy tidak mahu mempercayai and memberikan pape milik saya kepada dier....

- and with dat prinsip...dier mengatakan saya sombong dan kedekut...tp saper yg mulakan nyer dlu????

- so, since dat....tak kisah akan dier.....tp hr nii dier sungguh kurang ajar...melepaskan perkataan2 yg tidak patut diperkatakan kepada seorang yg lebih tua dr dier....i don't care it....am i???

- so, how to settle it....no one can change him...coz that's his life....hurm then????

- juz pray and let him destroy his life until he realize it....r u that serious???

- yes i am...coz no one can set him free from his ego, his act and his attitude.....when someone fall down..then they will learn how to walk without falling down again...

c) Mdm C

- Always things i'm un-usefull....r u sure???

- i juz dunno...coz, the way i act...maybe...yes saya memang malas....so how??

- i will try to become a good lady...try to work much better.....is it ok?

- it's gonna be though...trust me....but let's pray i made it......

d) Miss D

- Always blame herself for every little thing.....why???

- coz she don't have someone to talk with and don't have someone to give courage to her.....it's always her and herself...aloneeee...ni leh membuatkan sy mrah gak ke???

- ..i juz dunno....let her be like dat....maybe she will change soon...Pray for her too....

Cerita kerana boring....

2010-06-30T16:46:00.007+08:00

Salam,

Nina dah lama de blog nii...tp nina tak pernah specifickan topic yang nina nak tulis...juz hentam je pape yg nak tulis...kisah jiran, kisah adik2, kisah nina, kisah kwan2, kisah cinta, kisah budak bodoh, kisah lelaki kacak...juz name it...i juz write it (kalau itu yg nina pikir time tu...hehe)....so hr nii nak citer psal 2 story.. (tu pun coz boring...and Barliza sruh taip kat blog kalau boring...hehe), Wei Barli..aku dah tulis nii wei.....

1) Bola..bola..bola...

- tak suka jgn baca...this is my blog...n sy suka...hehe
- masa world cup ni nak start nina dah set kan dlm otak ku yg kecil ini....sy hanya akan sokong 3 team je....iaitu, Argentina, Brazil & Portugal

Naper??...

a) Mereka nyer jersey sangat cantik (Biru, Kuning & Merah....haha)

b) Mereka ader pemain yg kacak..... ;)

c) Ayah saya kata, mereka pandai main...hurm...i don't know bout football...so juz accept it.....(tertiber one day my husband kata German teror main, time tu maybe German pun akan masuk list sy....lalala~)

d) Hari2 ayah, abg & adik lelaki sy conquer tv....so, nak tak nak kita kena gak tengok bola kan...so nak tengok bola kita kena laa pilih team...so that's y...

other than that...i have nothing intrest about football/soccer.....lalala~

Apa persamaan antara mereka.....hehe.... Agree ngan Kenny

p/s: Sedih coz Portugal dah kalah ngan Spain....ok laa Hafiz, ur team menang...arrrggg~ Mari kita bersedih dan berkabung tuk beberaper jam kerana kekalahan itu..... who want to join me? (-__-)"

2) I'm in love

with what?, who?, how?, why? when?, pe lg ekk.....let's make it a secret....

should i told u all....nah...Private life will always be my private life....whahaah (gelak jahat)

p/s: Sedih baca current life of bvlgarigirl love story....i hope ia happy ending (^__^), Allah knows better......

True love

2010-06-27T16:06:00.006+08:00

Salam,

Nina baru je habis menonton movie (secara pirate) TIMER.....ia sebuah citer yang ok-ok je.....tak perlu lihat kat pawagam kot.....tp jalan citer dier and ending dier kidda different....

citer dier psal, de satu zaman nii..saintis telah mencipta satu device yang dipanggil timer, yg leh kira how long you will meet your true love....some akan kuar 240 days...some akan kuar 24 days...and some pulak akan kuar 5 hours....huiyo, bgus tu ciptaan saintis nii.....hahaha

anyway, citer psal true love nii.....semua org akan berharap untuk berjumper nyer....and some will do anything to know it faster...contoh, bomoh (ade ke), love many people (gilor laa..), tp yg pling terbaik....solat istaqarah mintak petunjuk dari tuhan yang maha esa....(so good)...

but, for me...i dunno laa..i'm not ready yet....to be in a relationship....adik saya kata, nina nii jual mahal....but for me......i will tell this to everyone who ask....

I DON'T NEED A BOYFRIEND BUT I NEED A HUSBAND..... hehe

Update

2010-06-02T00:14:00.002+08:00

Salam,

1) Kurafat

- Sy gi Pulau Besar ngan family hr tu...sjer2 jalan ke pulau tu..
- Sampai sner, terpegun ngan kecantikan pulau tu.....sungguh menawan...
- Tp mostly org gi sner coz nak 'bertafakur' kat kubur-kubur kat sner....

- walaupun dah diberi notis, jgn bg bunga, psang colok, and memuja....ramai je buat....
- Bukan takat org bukan islam aje...org islam pun terlibat sma....hurm~

- Karang aku laser mulut...aku gak kena...so dok tengok je laa pe depa buat...juz cannot say anything...

2) Melaka

- Dari PD sampai ke Pulau Besar.....kami lalu sepanjang melaka...
- Pusing2 area melaka...and my dad tak hbis2 puji melaka nii bersih laa....
- Tengok tak de sampah langsung...bagus tul org2 melaka nii' kata ayah-ku...hurm kembang laa (Kak Najwaa, Sopip & Sinye dengar nii...hehe)

3) Teluk Kemang

- Masa duduk kat hotel tu...rasa nyer kami pilih hari yg baik punyer...
- Coz next to our hotel (TM Resort) dekat ngan Teluk Kemang riadah site...slalu wat show kat sini
- On dat day, ade acara Retro 2010 santai, which mean...de concert 3 hari berturut2 and tema dier Retro daaa.....I like~ hehehe

- On first day: Dier wat karouke contest....sy pun gi laa ngan nenek and adik...dr duduk lepak kat bilik..baik gi dengar mereka melalak......

- semua de bakat, tp tak leh lupa de sorang penganjur dier nyanyi sambil berjoget..." Abg, i like laa ur dance...whahaha~

On second day, artis datang...tp byk2 artis tuu...i like penyanyi dr kumpulan Leon....wah, sungguh bagus laa En. Penyanyi nii layan peminat....

- walaupun semua lagu hang nyanyi i nak melalak...tp tak leh..tkut dier mai n bg mic...Omg tak leh2.....(tang dier mai slam ngan nenek sy pun dah tkut dah....woha~)

nah, layan lagu depa nii.....hehhee

4) Balik umah

- Adik aku yg baik nii, msa gi Teluk Kemang dier drive...masa blik tak mau blik...nak blik ngan kwan...
- akhir nyer kakak dier gak kena drive...haiyaa~

Kilat Berdentum

2010-05-31T22:42:00.005+08:00

Salam,

Kilat Berdentum

- Hari khamis lepas, time nina ngah lipat baju ngan nenek..tertiber bunyi kilat berdentum....then tiba2 teringat laptop tak tutup lagi...so suruh laa ira (adik) tutupkan...and pesan kat dier sruh cabut plak slali....

- lepas tu...check semua plaq...sama ada dah tutup ke blum...kalau kilat..kita kena cabut semua plak kalau tak kena attack ngan kilat tu....

- then baru perasan, rooter internet tak tutup lg....so sruh laa cousin sy tutupkan (kerana saya masih rajin melipat kain)....baru je dier nak bangun....Doom!! bunyi kilat....+ ngan percikan api kat rooter tu + no electric.....Ya Allah, nasib baik my cousin tak sampai kat rooter tu lagi.....If not naya je...

- Then, after dah reda...gi check semua.....Tahu tak....my rooter dah hancur...wayar penyambung dari telefon semua dah musnah.....gila laa..kilat ini sungguh kuat skali....then tiba dengar org jerit2 kat luar....gi la tengok.....n depa bg tau pokok terbakar kena kilat..ekk!!...lol, since wayar telefon dr main ke umah dekat ngan pokok tuu...ia pun skali terkena.....huiyo!!!....bukan takat tu...fuis electrik pun terbakar.....memang tragis skali....

* Kilat kena pokok, arus mengalir ke wayar telefon and straight ke umah....

* Arus mengalir ke kotak telefon and straight ke rooter and plak....and hancurkan everything in between (arus kuat kot),
* than arus tu mengalir trus...ke main electrik center..and rosak kan fuis dlm tu...

SO, Overall:

- No internet
- No electrik - No tv, kipas, lampu, laptop, radio, charger telefon, u name it...
- No telefon

LOL.....

Nasib baik gi PD, tuk cuti nii...if not mati kutu sy di umah selama 4 hari coz tiada hiburan...Coz jumaat cuti umum, sabtu and ahad....khamis kena time lepas kul 5 lak tu....

Selamat Tinggal Dengkil

2010-05-26T12:10:00.001+08:00

Going to miss Dengkil

1) Home
- Kami masuk umah niii pertengahan 2007 and kuar 17/May/2010...mean dah hampir 3 taun gak duduk umah niii...
- Banyak kenangan manis and pahit kat umah nii....e.g. Masak and makan reramai, Kemas umah sama2, Cabut lalang reramai, Bunuh lipas sambil menjerit and etc
- Rumah nii de ketua dan ia nyer sentiasa tukar2 dari one person to another menggunakan sistem undi...(hehehe)

2) House-mate
- Umah nii mula2 de 4 org je penghuni....iaitu Zarena, Marlyna, Syafa & Wani

- And 3 bulan yg lepas dah msuk penghuni baru iaitu Kak Najwaa
- Setiap penghuni umah nii de kasut comey (kecuali kak najwa) and kalau nak tau sper tak de kat umah...tengok kasut comey nii kat muka pintu utama umah...kalau de...mean dier dah kuar laa tu...

3) Neighbour
- Belah kiri, ialah neighbour kami yg comey2 (Syud, Najlaa, Intan & Kak Gla)
- Belah kanan lak keluarga En. Polis...

- N sy rindu sama kamu semua.....dlu kalau stress slalu kuar malam2 and gi karouke sampai hilang suara......huhu, and kalau boring kat umah....kuar gi tengok wayang and mkn2 then mik gambar kat Putrajaya byk2.......Seriously, i miss that *Kenangan Terindah*

4) On my last day,

On da last day, not meet u all....coz korang gi Pavilion...sy tak leh ikut coz mak/ayah mau datang mik barang.....after masuk semua barang dlm lori...tinggal bilik yg kosong...hati jadi sayu....coz teringat first day msuk umah....penuh debu..kita bsuh sama2......

then, biler nak blik....mik gambar dengkil for da last day....

I MISS DENGKIL LIFE AND U GURLZ..... :(

Tamat sudah problem itu...

2010-05-23T23:58:00.003+08:00

Salam,

After talking with someone bout how my life miserable bout dis person....i felt so relieved.....Huh~

Lega giler....perasaan yg tak dapat nak dibayangkan lg.....seriously....kalau anda rasa anda menang lumba lari...cam tu laa perasaan dier....

dah berapa hari dah nina keep on thinking bout this miserable life....and i was tired and juz dah msuk jalan mati dah coz problem nii.....i thought if i can talk to someone it might be relived...tp tak tau sper nak jd mangsa sy....and tonite sy dah jumper dah...time kasih kawan coz mendengar masalah sy itu.....anda telah menyelamatkan sy dr miserable problem nii.....yeah!!!

hehe...k laa, since in a happy mood....jgn spoil it..let's watch House season 3..(sy dah sampai season 3 dah...lalala~)

Terminal Airport Subang

2010-05-21T18:40:00.002+08:00

Salam,

Ok dah settle dah semua urusan Passport and hotel kat Indon.....now juz risaukan perjalananan kat sner je....hehehe

Passport
- Ni gerak dr umah kul 2.30pm ke Terminal 2, Subang Airport
- Sner byk je parking tp sy pilih park tempat jauh yg free and redup...(leh exercise skit....hehe)
- Sampai sner around 3pm....and ask from the guard cam ne nak buat Passport....
- Dier kata, gi kaunter 1 and mintak borang and isi...
- So mik borang and isi, then photostet IC sekeping and bg gambar ukuran passport 2 kat kaunter tuu....(make sure u all bwak Pen, IC photostet and Gambar siap2 dr umah....)
- then tunggu giliran and settle everything pkul 3.30 pm...

CEPAT giler kan...bagus...sungguh effisyen...hari Isnin nii gi mik Passport...

Bank -in duit kat CIMB
- Alang dah de duit...and dekat ngan CIMB kat dlm Terminal tuu...nina gi laa bank in duit ke Ain...
- Sampai sner around 4pm...Wah, penat nyer berjalaan....
- Then masuk kad atm kat CIMB nyer ATM (mine Maybank)...dier kata rejected...aduh...susah la cam nii...
- So, gi laa wat secara manual....and mik borang isi and tunggu giliran...
- dari kul 4-4.30 tak sampai lg num. giliran sy...padahal de 5 org je dlm bank tu...pe lembab sangat wat kejer nii
- Tak pe laa...tunggu punyer tunggu...last sampai gak giliran sy....n at last hbis semua kul 4.45 pm....tengok betapa tak effisyen nyer CIMB TERMINAL SUBANG AIRPORT nii..hangin dibuat nyer....

BIG APPLE
- k, since dah hangin, gi crik makanan..hahaha.....
- singgah BIG APPLE which dlm terminal tu gak n beli 6 donet yg baik punyer...
- then balik n makan bersama keluarga...sungguh best~

PETANG
- Dah mkn, kena laa mengeluarkan blik pe yg mkn tu....
- so, gi main softball ngan sepupu2 ku
- Yezza, i score dude, ingat orang yg meningkat dewasa nii (bukan tua) tak pandai main dah ke....wachahca, see da hand laa.....hehehehe

So fun~

Miserable life.....

2010-05-21T02:33:00.003+08:00

I'm in confuse mood.....tak tau nak cakap pe and buat pe.....

sy dalam usaha nak melupakan someone....but it juz to hard for me...Why???, adakah dier terlalu important.....padahal bukan rapat sangat ngan dier...siapa dier dlm hidup sy....dier juz seorang kawan...yg tak membantu sangat...tp menyeksakan....arghh, i juz hope having some clue to solve this thing.....

tak nak laa kumpul dosa lagi....ni pun dah byk dah.....haiya, ni lg susah nak solve dari add math nyer soalan....i juz hope i have a calculator and an answer to solve this....plez give me some hint.....

Actually the question here, do i really hate u or do am i trying to avoid u? and why???

coz hamba Allah nii making my life miserable and i don't like it...coz anda bukan milik saya....paham tak !!!

i juz need to keep with my princip and juz go with the flow.......and avoiding is the best thing coz i never hate this person and i like the feeling of this small relationship....how's dat....Miserable kan.....wkakaka~

p/s: Sy mimpi jd org gila petang td....was dat a hint for me.....hehehe... scary tul...

Budak Kecik

2010-05-20T12:01:00.005+08:00

Salam,

Menaip ngan budak kecik kat riba....(sibuk tul budak kecik nii)... Hari ni meh kiter citer psal macam mana nak jaga budak kecik nii yg diberi nama Puteri Saptiya...panggil nyer Put-Put....comey nyer nama itu (sper laa bg nama tu ek..hurm)

Budak kecik nii de beberape tabiat yg baik punyer...

1) Geram tengok org

- Kalau dier geram ngan org...dier dtg n gengam or tekan pipi/tangan/kaki/anything yg leh dier capai.....ish..ish....

- Tp sebab muka comey...org pun geram ngan dier.....arrrgg!!!

2) Suker kejar orang....(good exercise for me...hehehe)

- Ok, kami bernasib baik rumah nii tak byk barang...so leh main kejar ngan dier tanpa mak marah....lariiii~

3) Suka nyanyi lagu Ibu..ibu..engkau laa ratu hati ku.....

-k comey laa anda nii put-put

4) Mengedik adalah normal act. bagi dier...

so sweet, ok hr nii meh tunjuk semua gambar geram budak nii....theraa~

Headache

2010-05-09T20:57:00.006+08:00

I'm having headache now...arrhhh!!!!, stress nina di buat nyer......

Start dis morning....maybe tido tak betul...or tak cukup tido...or exam induces headache....dunno which one suit da best...

so, i took a shower...maybe it will disappear..but still there....pain at one said of it...specificly kat belah kiri tepi kepala....arhhh~

around 12pm, went to Alamanda tuk beli gift for my mum (mother's day katakan)...but it was raining heavily out there...but still kena gerak gak....coz, makin lama di dengkil mean lambat laa sampai umah....so..drive carefully with headache and raining outside.....huh~

sampai umah....ran to mum n say....maaaaa, happy mother's dayyyyy....n give da gift to her....n she said time kasih (ngan penuh ke-comey-an....hehehe...Omma nii) ;p

lepak kat umah till 6pm.....mkn, tengok tv, main internet, mkn lg...n gi umah sedara.....n jenjalan....mkn lg....hahahahha (see, how hard to diet at home...mum keep on suapkan saya ngan mkanan yg sedap.....hehehhe)

at 6 pm chow, still di temankan ngan headache yg giler nii....mum say, gi laa check....kau tuu dlu slalu jatuh....kepala bengkak...n slalu headache time kecik2......

i remember, sy penah jatuh terhentak batu and simen masa kecik2 dlu.....penangan air terjun sg bill and kena tolak dek abg dr meja kerana sangka adik dier nii super-girl..... :(

on da way home...driving car.....thinking all the possible causes and consequences of this HEADACHE....seriously....de kah, migrain, normal headache, stress, trigger factor, stroke, tumor or any other disease related to headache.....Oh my...scarry~

still headache walaupun dah blik dr sg buloh and dah mandi and dah lepak beberapa jam....haiyaa~

Short list update

2010-05-09T00:57:00.003+08:00

Salam,

I'm so tired reading bout Malaria nii...arrggh!!!, seriouly byk giler.....so let's update

1) Baca blog nurul...dier dah dpt anak...n dat little cubby baby is damn cute ok....geram* geram*

2) Melihat video pemain bola kena tarik nyawa....scary*

3) Melihat video org accident then gaduh (yg intan sent kat facebook) pe daaa, cam budak2*

4) Melihat air mango yg sedap n rasa yg sedap kat warung pak mat..i jatuh cinta dah *

5) Membaca nota2 clinical pharmacy II membuat kan otak cam nak bengkak n kata.." WEI DAH LAA TUUU....TAK LEH MSUK DAH NI".....huh*

hahaha... tu je update terkini

p/s: I'm in love with dis song....luv..luv

Better person

2010-05-05T23:52:00.002+08:00

I'm trying to become better person each days....but something makes me stop doing it....remembering it makes me so anger to myself....but i keep saying ia adalah cubaan dari Allah and i'm juz a human being....

Good Luck to me

p/s: Try to listen and understand dis song... Awaken

Proud of u

2010-05-02T02:12:00.004+08:00

Salam,

I was totally suprise.....nak tau naper....let's start from top yaa....

Dulu time sekolah menengah kat SMK Taman Bukit Maluri, i hv a crush on him...coz, he was damn cool and berwibawa....dier one of the best student kat sekolah...dier seorang pengawas yg kalau dier lalu je semua hormat...and he was down to earth person....senang kata, sy sangat kagum ngan keperibadian dier...Seriously....so, i commited my self to do the best in PMR...and sy berjaya because of his influence (in-directly) to me...... *wink *wink

I remember one of his word (Sekolah interview him because jd best student), dier kata....Kenapa dier belajar pandai...because dier nak jadi seorang yang berjaya dan kaya....why kaya?, Ayah dier pernah kata kat dier....hanya orang kaya boleh membantu orang lain dengan sepenuh nya....That's y.....Ok, nper tak nah terpikir cam tu.......hehehe

After pindah sekolah, trus hilang dah nama dier dari hidup saya...tp pe yg dier tunjukkan dan show as a men...will always remembered by me....Because ciri2 yg dier ada time jd pengawas kat sekolah membuatkan saya meng-apply-kan diri sendiri tuk jadi pengawas sekolah....and senang kata i want to be like him....Berwibawa.....

Hari nii, time tengah study...tertiber teringat akan dier...so, i type his name.....and nak tau pe yg kuar....Dier one of the best student in Mchester University jurusan Politik....and now, after graduated dier work in the Parliment....Wow, mantap seh~....tak sia2 aku pilih kau jd pencetus matlamat hidup sy..... Good Job Shahril Suffian

Proud of u~

Miss u all....

2010-05-01T22:52:00.007+08:00

Credit: Azreenchan

Salam,

Lepas hbis je matrik (KMNS) sy dpt offer wat Kimia Industri kat Universiti Malaysia Sabah....I was happy because aper yg diminta diberi....expecially part Universiti tu...coz u know laa UMS universiti paling cantik kat Malaysia....

Saper tak suker, U kat tepi laut...Oh, my fav place to go and study..... (^_^)

But, kusangka panas hingga ke petang, hujan lak turun ditengah hari...Ayah tak kasi gi UMS coz dier kata jauh...alaaa hai...so, dier pun apply kan sy ke CUCMS for Medic...but sy tak mau medic cause saya tak suker bedah2 mayat and sy takut darah yg membuak2.....uiii....so choose second choice which is Pharmacy....Ok laa, at least i like drugs....

Selama 3 tahun lebih nina belajar kat sini.....n knowing 22 kawan sekelas yg satu kepala....Oh, sungguh seronok....De satu penulisan menyatakan, kita marahkan Tuhan kerana datangkan hujan, guruh, kilat dan ribut tapi kita tak tahu selepas ia berlalu pelangi indah menjelma.....so, saya bersyukur tak dpt UMS, cause sy jumper pelangi indah di CUCMS (kengkawan & Guru2)

Now, lg 2 minggu je nina nak hbis cos pharmacy nii....I'm so sad + happy...why???

Sad because nak kena tinggalkan kawan-kawan, guru-guru and college yg banyak memberikan pengalaman manis/pahit kat saya....

Gembira because saya hampir nak graduate menjadi seorang pharmacist and bleh berbakti tuk negara...( Fav words: Demi negara !!!)..... ;p

So, since exam next week, gonna wish all my fellow friend Good Luck in da final....Doa mu amat memerlukan kini tuk saya berjaya menghabiskan Study di CUCMS ni.....

Bila yang tertulis untukmu...adalah yg terbaik untuk-ku
kan ku jadikan kau Kenangan Terindah Dalam hidup-ku

Cobaan

2010-04-30T16:19:00.004+08:00

Salam,

Uh, sungguh panas hari nii...dah laa study ngan matahari yg bersinar2 ngan megah nyer atas kepala....seriously, kalau dongak kepala je nampak matahari sebiji atas muka.....arrrggg!!! sakit mata, kan dah berair mata......huhuu...

Currently studying Health Care Financing in Malaysia.....oho, persediaan tuk memasuki alam perkerjaan n membayar tax kepada kerajaan...n then leh bangga kata....wei, jalan raya nii n sekolah nii aku bayar tau....hahahhaaha (bongek~)

ok laa let's study back, matahari dah nyorok belakang awan dah...leh laa tumpukan pelajaran sebentar...sat lagi dier mai chak2 lagi...panas laa balik bilik nii.....ni laa akibat nyer pilih umah berhadapan ngan padang and direct sunlight view....

tp sya suker rumah nii...coz, petang2 leh dengar budak2 jerit and ketawa.....so fun, remembering old days.......and lagi satu umah nii dekat ngah surau.....can u see da yelow surau...kan dekat tu.....hari2 leh gi surau (except ABC laa....pe tuu Allah Bagi Cuti leee....)

Comel + Fight = Because i'm a girl

2010-04-29T21:23:00.003+08:00

Salam,

Hari ni hari yg sangat muram, suram, suam and tuam ( pe kaitan ngan tuam???)

Just doing my things which is STUDY..STUDY...sleep....STUDY...STUDY....sungguh boring...so, hari ni nak tukar plan...petang ni nak gi pasar and then gi bank (nak transfer money to Ain)

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Yea, dah petang........Baru bangun tido....actually tertido lepas baca Social Determinant of Health......bangun, basuh2 muka and solat then bersiap ke pasar....nak beli pe ek??

Gi pasar jalan2 sat, coz dah 3 hari dok terperuk dlm umah........mik pandangan yg menarik2...then jalan....(usyar makanan daaa~)....at last singgah kat adik jual charcoi (betul ke ejaan ku)...n beli singgit....then dier tanyer nak kaya dier tak....geleng kepala jee...ngan bibir muncung.....coz tak suker kaya itu.....dier lak wat muka pelik....(asal????)

lepas bayar...jalan lagi.....then nak mkn something heavy....stop by gerai mee.....hmmm....i choose mee laa....dik bgi ni...(tunjuk mee hoon + keuh teow)....uh, sungguh sedap....dier pun wat laaa....then dier tanye nak cili tak.....like juz now....i geleng kepala sambil bibir muncung (coz tak suker cili tu gak...) dier wat...then pusing balik kat sy....kak, buat lagi sekali (ekk!!!)...

buat pe....dier pun aksi again (geleng kepala n bibir muncung).....adik tu kata comel laa....hahaha....Ya Allah, de ke patut....since nak hari ni suram...so i senyum je laa kat dier....kalau hr nii fresh dah lama sy gelak kat situ....pape laa dik....thanx for saying sy comel..

n then go to next stall and another....last beli air...then pulang~

What a day~

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De sorang nii...duduk ngan sy...tp tak nah mintak tolong dr sy...tp mintak tolong dr org yg jauh....sy risau org yg jauh itu berpikir pe lak psal sy......hmmm....Hopefully no fight between us again....sudah2 laa yg lepas2 tuu....tak mau berulang lagi.....

p/s: Dok ulang lagu Because i'm a girl by KISS....sungguh menyentuh perasaan

Update oiii....

2010-04-28T10:48:00.006+08:00

Salam,

Actually before dis sy mengguncikan blog ini dari tatapan umum coz sy nak tulis something yg kidda private....but now, posting tu dah di-deletekan so bleh laa kamu semua mengusyar back my blog....lalala~ (^_^)

Credit: Azreenchan

Ok, what new to talk with...hurm....

nak citer psal sy nak dekat exam or shall i tell you bout new guy in my life....tettttt~

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Ok let's start with exam first yaa....

Oho, final exam, final degree, final lec marking my exam sheet and final life as student (i hope so...hehehe)...semua nyer final...n exam start 4/may/2010 and end 14/may.2010..TWO killer week.....

4/5: Clinical Pharmacy I

5/5: Social Pharmacy (what, ingat pharmacist pun tak bleh social ke....hehehe..I hope kuar soalan pe kah movie terbaru kat cinema...ahakz~)

11/5: Clinical Pharmacy II (satu tak ckup...dier bg dua......hentam sjer laa..eceh~)

13/5: Pharmacy Practice IV

14/5: Public Health......

k tu laa timetable saya tuk exam (bukan sy je...org lain pun)....after exam pe nak wat ekk...teeettt~ tak patut dipikirkan lagi....So u all doakan sy leh wat paper terakhir nii...n maintain my cGPA.....chayokk!!! Gambateiii!!!, Berusaha!!!. (pe lg ekk...hurm)

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Next story bout pe ekk...hurm..k sy dah lupa laa...jumpa di musim akan datang

p/s: Private life shouldn't be posted here....lalalala~ n go visit Miau &Wafu Pafu blog...best!!

hidup vs happiness

2010-03-09T23:38:00.003+08:00

Salam,

Dalam hidup ni, nina de 2 je motto hidup iaitu:

a) Gembirakan others and diri sendiri (priority diri sendiri then family then fren then others) ;p

b) Capai aper sahaja kejayaan yg mampu dicapai if not just participate in it....

Kenapa dua tu je....coz bagi nina, kalau kita gembira...hidup akan lebih gembira......if gembira..kita akan menjalankan hidup nii ngan penuh keazaman....tak perlu nak tengok tang sedih2...tp bukan slalu hidup nii gembira....de gak time tu kita akan di-uji....ngan pelbagai kesusahan hidup (dat's life)....tp tak bermakna kita kena give up....

so go to my next motto, capai kejayaan itu....yakni, try to solve da prob. to achieve back my ultimate happiness....hehehe....

tuk tu, kita tak leh laa handle ia alone..kita memerlukan Family, friends, relatives and people around u...coz tanpa mereka....tak de nyer masalah tu leh settle......caya laa~

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Pharmacy Sport Karnival

2010-03-07T20:47:00.005+08:00

Salam,

Hari Sabtu yakni semalam (6 March 2010) MSU (Management & Science University) telah menganjurkan Pharmacy Sports Carnival yang bertempat di Komplek Sukan Panasonic di Shah Alam...(Seksyen 21)....

Our college (CUCMS) pun terlibat sama dalam event nii bersama2 ngan 9 IPTA/IPTS yang lain....n da event was gempak and best....walaupun sy tak menang paper...

Kalah Menang adat permainan, ke-enjoyan itu Kemestian...(^_^)

Nina masuk netball, tp since da game adalah kalah mati....kami main sekali je coz kalah ngan bebudak UKM...(tak de rezeki), tp i'm so proud with my team-mate...mereka telah bersungguh-sungguh dalam main game tu.....lalalala~

then since tak de pe nak wat, juz waste my time ngan menjerit menyokong our college or other IPTA/IPTS......woha~

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~Best things i did~

1) Bersorak

- biler de game futsal antara UIA and UITM (female), suddenly bebudak UITM (guy) yg bersemangat giler hell telah berkerumum di depan seat kami.....ok!, sangat tak bgus...we wanna see da game tuu ok!!....

- so, kerna bengang ngan attitude mereka, kami bebudak CUCMS telah menyokong bagai nak rak kat UIA team.....woha~

- sjer wat mereka bengang....wkakaka~

p/s: At last UIA gak menang.....lalala~

2) Performance (i saw)

- MSU had done well in preparation of the event....

- i like da Silat and tarian india tu....sangat bgus....tp nyanyian tu...arh~ tak minat....maybe time tak sesuai kot...(coz wat time maghrib)....

- other than that...semua ok....bgus punyer~

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~ Memory that i can't forget~

1) UIA-UITM futsal (guy)

- time game tu, semua pasukan sorak UITM dah blah...maybe coz pihak wanita futsal mereka dah kalah...so mereka pun blah tak mau sokong pasukan guy mereka...

- so, i juz play neutral that time...sokong je mner2 yg play good and got some skill in playing...

- overall, nina sokong pasukan UITM (k jgn pelik ekk)

- coz, i think they play very well, and depa dah try very hard to skor...tp maybe coz tak de rezeki...mereka kalah dalam game tu (3-0)

- bukan nak ckp UIA team tak bgus....tp mereka menang coz semangat yg kuat, tp i dunno y, sy sokong UITM team....hmmm~

- but da un-forgetable scene yg nina tak leh lupa ialah:

among the UITM team tuu, de sorang player dier nii....sangat bersemangat, n main cam...(wah, giler laa budak nii....semangat tul~)...everytime dier wat shoot, dier akan semangat....tak paham....n sampai ke masa terakhir pun dier try gak...event member2 dier yg lain dah give-up...tp dier tak....(sangat kagum)....n biler penamat dah tiup....i juz saw his face...(sangat down and disppointed)....cian dier~

k tu je laa update from pharmacy sports day....

by da way, kami menang 3 game je..tp no gold....semua tempat ke-3 and ke-2 je....tak pe...asalkan participate....hehehe

lagu kanak2

2010-02-17T00:46:00.003+08:00

Salam,

berjalan2 and mengusyar website best....tertiber rasa nak dengar lagu Can male can....(lagu kanak2 laa wei)......awat tertiber nak dengar nii.....ekkkk~ rindu zaman kanak2 kot...

so, gi laa youtube (mner lg) n taip lagu tu....yg best nyer...byk laa pulak lagu malaysia yg ader ekk.....waa, tak sangka.....

1) ikan kekek
2) enjit-enjit semut
3) bangau oo bangau
4) can male can
5) rasa sayang
6) tanya sama pokok (my fav)
7) bapa-ku pulang
8) tidurlah intan
9) lenggang kangkung
10) dodoi suriram
11) air pasang

n etc....byk nyer....

but dis my fav...sy rasa ni bukan lirik yg sebenar..tp comel laa..

The 7 people i love

2010-02-15T19:32:00.004+08:00

Sy pernah terbaca satu majalah nii....yg wat kajian....psal LOVE....

Hasil kajian:

- Kita akan berjumpa ngan our future husband selepas 7 kali bercinta....huiyooo~

sy tak kata ia betul...tp kalau anda rasa betul..anguk2 je laa kepala tu....hehehe, if not mari kita kire sudah cukup tak seven lover/crusher yg kita ada takat nii......ahakz~

by da way, awat sy citer psal love lak today....hmmm....am i in love???? (no comment)

Cuti mid sem.....

2010-02-15T18:06:00.003+08:00

Salam,

cuti seminggu nii (chinese new year + study week) memang sangat tak berapa nak seronok....whyyy?????

Let me list it for u yaaa...

1) After cuti nii de mid exam..

2) Taraaak duit tuk berjoli...setiap kali nak hang out and hv fun...i will remember my out-standing bill......Haiyaaa~

3) No event best tuk di-ikutkan.....coz semua member2 sudah berkerja atau pun sibuk psal study.....

4) No one tuk di-usik lagi.....

k, tu laa why nyer....ntah pape ntah.....

p/s: Tengok traffic people yg come by to my blog....de dari Ipoh laa, Kuantan....sper kah kamu ek???....seriously blog sy nii de pembaca ke.....coz cerita dier sangat tak best...byk mengarut je kot....hehehhee.....

Thesis and marks.....

2010-02-12T12:22:00.006+08:00

Salam,

Semalam waktu bangun pagi nak solat subuh, nina dah terpikir psal research.....sy sangat takut setiap kali memikirkan research...y??? coz research yg menentukan nina dpt gpa 3 or 2....

so, bangun pagi solat2 n pergi ke kelas....n setiap kali melangkah ke kelas n nak bukak pintu....i juz hope....mintak2 tak de lg result...i cannot handle it yet.....huhuhu....(seriously)

n today, pun tak de result lg....huh~ legaaaa.....n masuk kelas mdm semira n belajar psal thyroid....

tertiber...menaha yg lambat msuk kelas bg tau....research result dah kuar.....dier dpt A- and moja dapat A......OMG!!!.....

i juz remember last 3 week mimpi...in which i dream everyone juz got ok mark...and only moja got A...(asal moja....ntah....hahaha)

then, sepanjang kelas mdm semira nina tak leh focus.....scared, blur, what ever feeling semua ada kat situ....huhuhu

sile ignorekan semua mender2 yg tak penting itu....focus kat purple book itu....hehehe

after kelas...cepat2 lari n pergi tengok.....

OMG!!!!....can u believe dis....i got A.....WOOOOOOOOO~ I'M LOVIN IT

and da good news nyer 18 orang dpt A...and 4 org B.....bagussssssss (total student = 22)

i'm so pround of my fren....

kami juz lompat2 and menjerit je kat dpn pintu tuu......coz dunno what to say.....

News...

2010-02-09T23:05:00.003+08:00

Salam,

hi u all....dah lama tak update...juz to busy doing my last year of study (degree....cam tak mau sambung je Master)...

juz got few thing nak bg tau....

1) My hamster dah mati....huhu

- Sy dpt 2 ekot hamster yg cute waktu burfday last year...
- sekor (jantan) dah melarikan diri...cam ne dier leh lepas dr kandang tu pun i dunno....sedar2 dah ilang...(dah 3 kali percubaan melarikan diri dia telah sy musnahkan...akhir nyer berjaya gak dier)
- so sy assume dier dah mati laa....mungkin malnutrition, kematian tragis (dimkn oleh kucing) or dah mati uzur....
- the second hamster mati hr ahad, sebab sakit tua or lonely....

2) Result research belum kuar..

- k i'm in scared mood everytime gi ke kelas...tkut result dah tampal...n sy kecewa melihat markah itu...
- mengapa ia sangat penting...biler some of my fren juz don't care bout it....coz ia menentukan cgpa sy 2.9 or 3.0
- Oh My God...sangat risauuu....

3) Sumayah ku nak kawen...

- tahniah, kat dier..after byk rintangan yg dia tempuh..akhirnyer nak kawen dah dier...
- we going to celebrate it with her...kat semarang...juz can't wait for it....lalala~
- Jom pi mik berkat, mungkin kita akan kawen awal juga kawan2....hehehe

- p/s: My brother kawen umur 23....n i'm 23 dis year....alaaahai~

4) Bilik yg panas...

-dua menjak nii...awat laa bilik sy nii mcam oven je...
- damn panas....can't concentrate to sing....ekk, silap to study....hehehe
- mungkin cuaca panas dah kembali kot....huh~

k laa till here je...nothing to write more...theraaa

New blog....something to read...

2010-01-23T22:30:00.003+08:00

Salam,

Nina ngah busy melayan blog2 org....tertiba terpandang dis 2 blog yg ada semua ciri2 blog yg nina suker baca iaitu:

tulis tanpa merepek2.....
it's reality story....tak de tapis2....(kecuali personal thing) and tak de kes memuji2 diri sendiri...
penulisan yg baik....n tak pening nina membaca nyer....

so, u all leh la gi membaca nyer...maybe u all pun akan suker...

1) Cerita bvlgarigirl

ia mengenai cerita antara dia n guy bernama Kevin (non-muslim).....

2) romantik guy

ia mengenai cerita seorang playboy yg sedang dlm usaha nya meng-tackle 3 org gurlz.....hmmm....

Renungan

2010-01-19T23:44:00.002+08:00

KENAPA AKU DIUJI?
“Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka akan dibiarkan (saja) hanya dengan mengatakan: "Kami telah beriman", sedang mereka tidak diuji lagi? Dan sesungguhnya, Kami telah menguji orang-orang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia pasti mengetahui orang-orang yang dusta”. Surat Al-Ankabut:2-3, al Quranul Karim

KENAPA AKU TIDAK MENDAPATKAN APA DIIDAM-IDAMKAN?
“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui”. Surah al Baqarah:216, al Quranul Karim

KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?
“Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya”. Surah al Baqarah:286, al Quranul Karim

BAGAIMANA BERHADAPAN RASA LEMAH?
“Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah (pula) kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi (derajatnya), jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman”. surah al Imran:139, al Quranul Karim

SUNGGUH, AKU TIDAK TAHAN LAGI!
“Dan jangan kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah, melainkan orang-orang yang kafir”. surah Yusuf:87, al Quranul Karim

BAGAIMANA AKU HARUS MENGHADAPI PERSOALAN HIDUP ?
“Wahai orang-orang yang beriman, bersabarlah kamu dan kuatkanlah kesabaranmu dan tetaplah bersiap siaga (di perbatasan negerimu) dan bertaqwalah kepada Allah supaya kamu beruntung”. surah al Imran:200, al Quranul Karim

APAKAH JALAN PENYELESAIAN TERBAIK?
”Dan mohonlah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan sabar dan solat. Dan (solat) itu sungguh berat kecuali bagi orang-orang yang khusyuk, (iaitu) mereka yang yakin, bahawa mereka akan menemui Tuhannya, dan bahwa mereka akan kembali kepada-Nya”. surah al Baqarah:45-46, al Quranul Karim

SIAPA YANG AKAN MENOLONG DAN MELINDUNGIKU?
“Cukuplah Allah (menjadi penolong) bagi kami dan Dia sebaik-baik pelindung”. surah Ali Imran:173, al Quranul Karim

KEPADA SIAPA HARUS AKU BERHARAP?
“Cukuplah Allah bagiku; tidak ada Ilah selain Dia. Hanya kepada-Nya aku bertawakkal, dan Dia adalah Tuhan yang memiliki ‘Arsy (singgasana) yang agung”. surah at Taubah:129, al Quranul Karim

APAKAH HIKMAH DARI CUBAAN INI?
“Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari orang-orang Mukmin, baik diri mahupun harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga untuk mereka”. surah at Taubah:111, al Quranul Karim - qutuz

Masalah itu adalah ujian dari-Nya

2010-01-18T15:38:00.003+08:00

Salam,

ok..actually nina tak mau pun citer masalah nii...but since da prob. cannot be solve by my own...so i need help from u all...mner yg ada cara yg baik nyer...can u help me solve dis prob...

Nina msuk belajar cos pharmacy nii ngan pinjaman penuh dari PTPTN...bernilai RM100,000....n after finishing it for 7 sem. and jus remaining another 5 month je lg tuk hbis da last sem...tertiber datang satu masalah....Oh dugaan...

kengkawan-ku kata PTPTN tak tanggung penuh..mereka juz tanggung RM 80,000 je......i was shocked...how come...coz i'm sure depa bg RM 100,000...so after class hr tuu...terus blik umah n check my PTPTN aggrement form....n it was RM 100,000 but not for 8 semester but for 10 semester....Oh my god....it's mean da aggrement is wrong and it is RM 80,000 je yg mereka bg...so another RM 20,000 kena tanggung sendiri.....huuhuhu

so, i went to see Finance department...and ask for da clarification of my status....coz, on the registration...there was one form nii...mention dat..u hv to pay anual fee within 7 days...and tuition fee within 30 days....

n when i meet da kakak....she said...yes, anda memang anda hutang tertunggak sebanyak RM 19,200....and anda perlu bayar RM 16 600 on dis Monday (which another 4 days je tinggal) and and the remaining on 15/1/10.....what da heck...maner nak crik byk tu....ayah sy bukan cop duit....waaaaa~...

n da worse part...kakak itu kata...anda perlu byar if not anda tak leh masuk kelas...n da consequences nyer...tak ckup point tuk mik exam.....n da best part...mid sem is near da corner....after chinese new year.....

what a day....i juz cry on dat time...coz i juz dunno what to do....Oh my...adakah sy akan graduate sebagai seorang pharmacist akhir sem ini.....huhuhu....sy hanya tawakal coz sy tau...semua yg datang mesti de sebab dan munasabab nyer....n setiap prob tu hanya diberikan kepada org tertentu je...kerana Allah tahu mereka boleh mengatasi nyer....dan ia hanya cubaan dariNya....

If i solve da prob...i will update with u all...wait for da ending of my dugaan....

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“Demi sesungguhnya, Kami uji kamu dengan satu ujian iaitu ketakutan, kelaparan serta kekurangan harta, Dan berilah khabar gembira kepada orang-orang yang sabar iaitu orang-orang yang apabila ditimpa musibah, maka mereka berkata “Innalillahiwainnailaihiraajiuun” (bahawa sesungguhnya kita kepunyaan
Allah dan kita akan kembali kepadaNya).

(Al-Baqarah 155/6)

Buat laa betul2 best wei...

2010-01-15T21:17:00.003+08:00

Salam,

k td pulang dari college..pasang radio....n deejay tu kata after dis lagu Isabella...waaa seronok2...i like dat song....tp start je....ntah aper nyer lagu ntah dier pasang.....bukan search yg nyanyi...ni sper yg nyanyi nii wei...hancor..hancor.....hbis lagu fav aku jd hancusss.....arrggg!!!!

k anda sila laa dengar....anda suka kaa????

kalau yea pun nak wat re-make malaysian song...plez laa buat betul2....bukan cam hancuss....huhuhu....sedih aku~....

contoh nyer cam ahmad dani wat lagu madu tiga tuu....k i like da new re-make....look fresh....tiru laa cam tuu...

k laaa...malas dah nak comment....nak baca research lak...chow~

All for one.....

2010-01-10T18:20:00.003+08:00

Salam,

nina de beberaper topik nak ditulis disini....so let's start one by one ekk.....(tanpa mengikut priority tp juz hentam saja laah.......

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1) Penggunaan nama Allah

- First i don't agree with keputusan mahkamah tinggi tuk membenarkan pengunaan nama Allah itu

- Because if setiap agama nak menggunakan nama Allah, tak ke menimbulkan kekeliruan dan penyesatan kat agama Islam itu sendiri....
- If sebuah umah nii letak kat rumah gambar cam nii....so, agama apakah dia....asal semua umah de nama Allah...

- so, in bottom of my heart....i hope keputusan itu akan dibatalkan....n let Islam use the nama Allah...Amin....

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2) Gereja diletupkan & Surau dilempar batu....

- Ok!! nii bukan cara nyer nak express ur feeling dear Malaysian....
- I'm tottally against dis kind of thing....for me laa kan...mender2 cam nii leh settle kalau org duduk discuss and respect other people religion and feeling....
- So mereka yang melakukan perkara nii...plez stop...jgn bangkit semangat yg sepatut nya tak patut dibangkitkan...
-coz, negara nii bukan dbina dari satu kaum...tp pelbagai kaum, bangsa, agama, etc....so, jgn kerana perkara2 nii leh menimbulkan kekacauan yek...

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3) Sok kelas dah bermula...

- Oh dear, saya sangat takut tuk mengambil result....
- Hati tak tenteram..coz sy risau sy tak dpt nak naikkan cgpa sy.....huhuu
- I juz hope i got the strentgh tuk hadapi saat-saat itu......

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4) Speed trap....

- Bermula tahun nii, semua pemandu yang ingin membuat rotek kereta baru kena bayar saman tertunggak mereka....huiyooo~
- saya de 3 saman tak berbayar.....2 speed trap and satu saman rotek mati tp tak perasaan....hohohoho....sian Baba

- Tp dalam 2 speed trap itu...satu dari nyer bukan sy yang buat...
- ia adalah penguna kereta yg tak bertanggungjawap yg mengunakan plat numbor kereta nina...Pencurii!!!
- n then membwa ngan kelajuan yg maksimum...n membuatkan saya menghadapi hukuman itu....sungguh tidak adil!!!

- tp tak pe....sy de abang sepupu polis....dier sangat baik...meng-check-kan nyer tuk saya...n tolong cancelkan saman itu....

- geram, kat org itu.....bengik!!!....

if sy letak plat number nii...org akan guna tak?

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k since full of angry up there....so here some cute song for u all....hahaha

Update all....

2010-01-03T22:34:00.004+08:00

Salam,

Selepas meng-ignore-kan blog nii selama beberapa hari....ia dah ilang dah ke-lalok-kan-nya.....Yes!!!....now leh msuk gambar n video dah...lalala~

so let's update yek....

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Malam tahun baru itu, sy tak gi mner....coz tak de geng nak ajak kuar berpoya...sepupu dah kawen...adik gi out ngan abg...n me alone...duh~ boring kot.....nasib baik de bebreper member chatting senasib ngan sy...layan laa mereka....n one of them (Marlyna Suhaida a.k.a Kak Su) telah meng-suggestkan satu citer korea....You're beautiful....

Oh dear....it was damn good movie...trust me......

so, u all yg tak nah tengok lg...n ader saki baki cuti yg tak hbis....or dah boring menyiapkan powerpoint slide tuk research leh laa tengok citer nii....hehehehe

i like him....(muka dier ada iras2 Adam AF laa...tp sy minat dier dari Adam...sorry wani...hehehe)

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Tahun baru nii kena buat azam baru kan...so azam sy ialah....

1) Jadi anak yg baik....
2) Jadi pelajar yg mendengar kata....hehehe
3) Kurang/ mansuhkan semua tabiat2 buruk......(gosip especially.....hehehehe)
4) Jadi kawan yg di-sayangi dan disenangi.....(blame others should be stop)

tu je kot...byk2 tkut tak tercapai....yg saki baki i bawak next year laa ek....hehehe

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Mender yg tak di-capai last year.....I'm still searching for:

- Music box....with dis music box song....agak susah di-situ.....hmm~

- Bracelet.....with Star and Love shape between it....dunno y...i like star dis year....de keh penangan citer korea itu....hahhaa...pape laaa....dis year tema saya adalah Star and warna kegemaran ialah Gold.... (^_^)

Ok, kwn2 sile jgn bg mender nii time my burfday ekk....(cam hamster).....coz, things i like should be receive by me or someone special...hahaha....tak leh than......

tp glad u all give dat little hamster....but dis two biar zarena crik ekk....tp kalau korang jumper what i want..plez notice me.....love u all.....

blog-ku daah lalok...

2010-01-01T21:24:00.001+08:00

cam ne nii....nina tertekan pe ntah...tak leh nak upload picture lg....waaa....sedih...sedih...pe daa???

takkan nak delete blog nii n buat blog baru...waaa..tak best...can i betulkan blik mender nii...hmm~

Kereta mayat

2009-12-29T12:52:00.002+08:00

Salam,

Semalam gi perpustakaan raja uda shah alam....it was my first time.....what can i conclude....ok laa perpustakaan itu....tp don't wish for buku best2...coz sangat susah nak crik....

then gi Tesco tuk beli kasut sekolah adik2 ku yg banyak songeh...memilih betul mereka2 nii......pusing punya pusing...bukan beli kasut..lain yg dibeli nyer...haiyaa~

since tak jumper pe yg dimau...pulang laa umah....n then malam tuu out again gi...the store lak...crik kasut disner......pusing semua kedai...last jumper gak...ish~...susah betul budak2 sekolah zaman skrang nii.......

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semalam gak, nina gi usyar blog2 org...n terlintas satu blog nii...waaa..so damn good laa dier nii...... Keretamayat so u all yg tak de kerja...leh laaa gi msuk n baca blog dier.....lawak pun ader...insaf pun ada.....(^_^)

k that's all..tak de mender nak tulis dah...chow~

Love= husband ???

2009-12-27T22:50:00.003+08:00

Salam,

When i was at matriculation, i have one fren nii....she's my best fren there....(bukan nak citer psal dier....so let's fast foward...)

at one particular place nii...we make our promise (between each other)....not to involve in LOVE to any guys except after marrige.....which i think a good idea....n guess what i'm on it till now...

never been in love (tepuk dua belah tangan ekk)...crush is diff. thing....like is also a diff thing....what i mean here...is LOVE = dating = SMS till late nite= talk in a phone berjam2 lama nyer= sewaktu dengan nya.....( so any prob relating to dis matter jgn ask me....tiada pengalaman laa kwn)

but, last day....there was one fren nii (kwn chatting)....ask me do u hv bf? any my answer (as usual)...No, and happy with it.....then biasalah....time of explaining...n menyakinkan dier....hahaha....but there was one question he ask.....asal tak laku ke..? or jual mahal ni...?

oh dear.....soalan itu sangat laa bgus.....hahahha.....but i juz don't care.....

there r few guys....asking for my phone num. and want to fren with me.....but my prinsip is clear....

not to involve in love matter...unless it is ur husband.....hmmm~

tp entah laa.....prinsip boleh diubah....tp i dunno..laa....malas nak fikir....cam ne ek???

Exam

2009-12-26T13:16:00.001+08:00

what do u think?

so clever dis kid....ni nama nyer hentam hbis...tp still around the corner....hahahaha

Crazy ? Nahhh

2009-12-23T10:14:00.007+08:00

Salam,

Hari khamis lepas (17th Dicember), kami gi Penang....n maser disner traffic jem nyer sangat damn teruk....Oh dear~ so, my habit biler jem suker ckp sorang2....cth nyer:

kat depan de satu keter no plat PSU 12.., n dier bwak punya laa lembab....i'll say Oh, Abg PASU (psu jd pasu) bleh tak cepat skit.....

that's all....but my bro yg duduk sebelah kata, nina dah gila...ckp sorang2......lol, tu pun kira gila ke..?

so, if someone ckp sorang2 adakah dia dikire gila.....hurm...time exam i slalu ckp sorang...trying to think what did i learn...n how to answer dis question (coz time hfal baca kuat, nii laa akibat nyer)..n kakak yg jaga tuu pandang ngan pandangan yg sangat pelik....kak jgn risau i tak gila....hahahhahaha (mner de org gila ngaku dier gila......)

so, what to do if u having this kind of prob?

for me simple je.....

buat pe nak kisah psal org lain....juz be urself.... lalalalala~

Haikal comey

2009-12-21T18:00:00.004+08:00

Salam,

Hari nii mau citer psal budak kecik nii.....nama nyer....Danish Haikal bin...sy pun tak tau....hehehehe....tak tanya mak dier lg.....

dier nii dok umah ku selama 2 minggu..dijaga Omma kerana ibu nyer kerja......so sepanjang dok kenal budak nii...this is what i got:

- Ckp kelantan pekat hell....sampai aku pun tak pham...
- manja giler hell....
- suka ludah2...(ni pling benci nii)
- suka ikut pe org ckp...n last buat org gerammmm tengok dier...
- suka nyanyi lagu kelantan....his fav lagu tupai....hahahaha

- senyum manis...pipi labuh mau dicubit-cubit...hahahahha
- mandi punya laaa payah.....huh~
- kalau buat jahat....suka panggil...ibu, blik laa cepat....ibuu....ceh~ ada aku kisah.....
- byk ckp....sampai dlm jamban pun nak ckp..non-stop...aduhaiii~
- his fav words....tok sah...tok sah.....
- Milo his fav drinks...bangun pepagi mau milo...minum seteguk hbiskan semua satu cawan....
- kami ajar dier bhasa india...n dier pun ikut tp tak pham pe dier sebut....hahahhaa

nah selonggok free i bg gambar dier tuk tatapan semua...

k laa...here da video for u all to see....hehehe

Kawen2

2009-12-14T20:49:00.004+08:00

Ok, dua hari cuti telah di-isi ngan perkahwinan...manyak sangat kawen2 dis whole month...next week pun de...but cannot go....kami (family) dah de plan....so maaflaa yg menjemput....tak leh mai laa...nanti kalau blik awal....kami try mai ekk....hehehehe

anyway, last week me+ abg+kak ipar dah kena jd tukang wat pelamin lg...kali tuk sepupu (belah ibu) yg mau kawen.......so let's do our job.....

so, tema kali nii...kawen atas awan n bunga yg harum...kekekeke....ntah pape ntah....

(kami juz guner apa yg ada...so nii laa hsil nyer....)

1) Upper part:

2) Middle part

3) Whole part:

Theraaa, kawen atas awan bwah bunga harum...kekekeke

Bilik:

I dunno why, thun nii ramai laa pulak mik tema ijau pokok pisang tuk kwen mereka.....hmmm~

Muka menjadi semakin tembam lepas mamam....heehehe

Hah!!!, jgn kata pape....let me talk bout my self...u all jgn yaaa......

gambar tak ready suddenly kena snap.....snap!!!....nampak gigi rabbit..... (-__-)

what ever~

Umah ku ladang ku.....hahahha

2009-12-08T04:31:00.005+08:00

Salam,

hr nii sangat tak bernasib baik...kerana tak dpt jwap exam paper td....i hope tak fail je....huhuhu

anyway, since i'm in stress mood and feel like going home but can't coz de one more exam dis wed. so i google my house in google map and see it...huhuhu...(ntah pape ntah...kisah aper aku.. asal gumbira sudeh.....

anyway, here my house pic...

1) Ni dr large view

tak leh dibesarkan lg....so tengok laa korang.....yg warna orange itu umah sy.....see sangat menakutkan coz nampak cam kat tengah2 utan belantara......hehehe....belakang tuu ladang kelapa sawit..(byk ular....huhuhu)

n yg ijau2 tuu penjara sg buloh....Sg buloh niiii memang laa....semua mender nak letak sini....Penjara, Kem tentera, hospital, uitm campus (perubatan)....but it's a good thing...at least membangun gak sg buloh niii...lalala~

2)

byk nyer colour2 disner...
- merah: umah sy
- ijau: umah nenek
- biru: umah pak cik...
yg colour lain2 tuu abaikan...ia hanya umah/premis sewaa family

anyway, see, bukan laa tengah utan...betul2 ditepi jln....but still tepi ladang hahaha......

but i love my house coz, tengah hari rasa cam petang....sangat sejuk....coz de ladang tu kot....tp yg tak best if hujan....banjir ooo....air dr bukit turun mencurah2...nasib baik de sungai detepi umah..sungai ke...cam longkang je....hahaha...kat sner laa ia takung (byk ikan oo disitu....

anyway, tu je...chow...i feel ok now after tellling all this...lalalala~

Bad news

2009-12-06T16:29:00.002+08:00

Salam,

I was shock biler dpt tau berita itu...saya sangat tidak menyangka nyer....she was happy while hving her...and can't wait to have her...but Allah lagi sayang kat baby tuu....

I was talking bout my dearest lec. yg one of my fav lec kat CUCMS.....dier baru je kehilangan anak dier.....selepas 9 bulan mengandungkan nyer....she's gone....i dunno how da sad event happen but i juz hope my guru kesayangan nii tabah dlm menghadapi nyer....

masuk nii dah 3 cikgu sy kehilangan baby waktu nak sampai puncak.... Mdm Zie, Dr. mustafa wife and her Mdm Semira.....how sad....n all three of them really2 want the baby....but tak de rezeki...ia meninggal di saat akhir untuk nyer melihat dunia ini....

I juz can't imagine how her reaction and perasaan ketika ini....but i hope she going to be fine....so let's pray for her so that she got the peace and tabah menerima dugaan ini.....

Aminn...

Dunia yg menakutkan...

2009-12-03T10:50:00.003+08:00

Salam,

Tadi nina baca paper....and tergerak ati nak citer bout this problem.....

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BHARIAN:
KUALA TERENGGANU: Seorang pelajar Tingkatan Empat dari Jertih, menjadi mangsa nafsu buas tiga lelaki termasuk teman lelakinya yang merogolnya secara bergilir-gilir dalam sebuah kereta di ladang kelapa sawit di Felda Tenang, Besut, petang Ahad lalu.

Ketua Jabatan Siasatan Jenayah negeri, Asisten Komisioner Mohd Fauzi Abduri, berkata kejadian berlaku selepas mangsa dikatakan menerima panggilan telefon daripada teman lelakinya yang berusia 19 tahun kira-kira jam 5.30 petang untuk berjumpa di Masjid Kampung Tanah Merah, Jertih.

Katanya, sebaik bertemu di tempat dijanjikan, teman lelaki mangsa yang memandu kereta Proton Saga memberitahu hendak membawanya ke pekan Jertih, bagaimanapun mengubah haluan.

Katanya, apabila tiba di ladang kelapa sawit di kampung itu, teman lelaki mangsa merogolnya, kira-kira jam 7.10 petang.

Mohd Fauzi berkata, selepas itu dua rakan teman lelakinya bertindak merogol mangsa secara bergilir-gilir dalam kenderaan berkenaan.

"Ketiga-tiga suspek kemudian meninggalkan mangsa yang dalam keadaan lemah di simpang tiga, kira-kira 50 meter dari rumah mangsa," katanya.

Polis menahan ketiga-tiga suspek yang berusia 19 tahun, awal pagi berkenaan.

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I felt like crying....y? coz it so sad kena rogol berulang2 kali n ditinggalkan dlm keadaan lemah...Ya Allah, i cannot imagine how dat girl feeling....

i dunno who to blame here....da gurl/ da boy/ da friends/ all of them....

Cocoaland...lalala~

2009-12-01T09:55:00.002+08:00

Sy suker makan gula2...n barangkali biler2 masa akan dpt sakit gigi....hohoho then padan muka sy... ;p

tak percaya, lihat laaa gula yg dah sy mamam selepas beberapa minit....sungguh tidak percaya pada diri sendiri...huh~

COCOALAND.....lalala~

Aidiladha....

2009-11-27T20:53:00.006+08:00

Salam,

Salam Aidiladha u all.....nina br jee pulang dari kampung.....sambut hari raya with family....sangat best n mengemukkan....tu kesimpulan yg leh dibuat...hahahhaa....

so hr nii nak story2 psal da whole day berhari raya with family...so let's read...(if sudi laa...hehehe)

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Pepagi buta dah dikejutkan leh loceng..ntah sper ntah set jam byk...hbis semua skali berdering2....ngan ringtone yg sangat memeningkan....huh~

tp biasa la...sy hamba yg mudah terpedaya...dok sambung tido blik...walaupun dah msuk waktu....(kwn2 jgn ikut ekk!)....setelah beberapa minit....nina bangkit n trus gi mik sembahyang n solat......

dlm perjalanan ke dapur nenek n atuk yg panjang tu....terdengar laa suara mereka berdua di dapur...pe laa dia org ni wat...pepagi2 (round 6 am) kat dpur tuu.....kalau masak...yes i know..my grandma mesti memasak..but grandpa..pe atuk wat kat dpur tuu?

Nenek memasak di dapur....sambil cucu dier duk mik gambar senyap2....hehehe

selepas solat, gi laa bwak notes yg berlipat2 tuu ke dapur..ingat nak membaca sambil tolong nenek....but then nenek kata tak pe...dah siap dah masak...nina duduk je....

Notes bertimbun (diatas)...n teh halia di bwah....nyum..nyum

so, sy sangat patuh ngan arahan...n duduk laa membaca notes sendiri...sambil diteman kucing disebelah yg sudi dengar i bercerita kat dier psal Non-Hodgkin lymphoma n Hodgkin lymphoma....siap jeling2 lg....hahhahaha

Kucing nama nyer Merah..tang mner yg merah...i pun tak tau....tp setia mendengar psal lymphoma....bkal jd guru tuk anak2 nyer....hehehhee

by da way, atuk di dpur tolong nenek crik sudip yg ilang....n merata2 mereka crik...dek kerana umur dan mata yg tak nampak...mereka tak jumpa mencarik nyer...n sy penyelamat antarabangsa telah menjumpai nyer....dimner ia....??? di tempat nenek sy berdiri....hheehehe

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selapas solat sunat, blik umah n melantak.....n then melantak lagi...sampai kenyang....selepas tuu gi umah nenek satu lagi (my grandma nyer adik...kire nenek laa kan...) n melantak lagi...waaa, giler laa zarena melantak....ish...ish....

di sner jumpa adik comey nii...waa, i like u laa dear adik comey....u r so cute...can i date u?

Nama dier Mohd Irfan Daniel....so cute....berat dier 10 kg n baru 1 tahun....can u imagine how cute is he.....Oh My dior!!

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cerita berakhir, biler kami pulang ke rumah ...the end (the ending part nothing special...so tak yah laa cerita ekk...lalalala~)

Mik2 gambar2 setelah mamam....pipi mkin labuh....adoii!!!

Study & Kawen,,,

2009-11-25T19:38:00.003+08:00

Salam,

Setelah bertungkus lumus menyiap n memahami sedikit sebanyak notes2 yg betimbun nii...sy dah give-up......i'm damn tired with those wordy thing....huhuhu.....but my previous result tak membantu...so ter-paksa belajar gak.... (-_-)

Anyway, sebab now sy sangat pening n fed-up....so mari release tension ngan menulis blog.....I wanna share with u all bout my cousin marrige bebebaru nii.....

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Hari Nikah

- nina tak gi pun...coz di halang dek discussion OSCE....
- sangat sedih kerana tak leh gi....coz dier bukan takat sepupu rapat ku...tp dier juga ibarat kakak ku.....we grow up together...dr kecik sampai now...but tak berpeluang nak tengok hr pernikahan dier...
- sampai waktu semua dah hbis....n sesampai jee...kena marah ngan dier....asal tak dtg....after some small explaination n memujuk...akhir nyer dier pun Senyum (^_^)

Malam sebelum bersanding
- sy jadi chef di dapur....memotong everything yg leh potong...hiris everything yg leh hiris....
- sy nangis ter-esak2 mser potong bawang.....kata kat adik...if nak elak menangis..kena pkai speck mata....sure tak pedih mata masa potong bawang....but i sendiri kantoi~
- sy jd tukang comment n edit pelamin....dr satu ke satu sy comment...and at last...wallllaaahh~ cantik siot..
- sy jd tukang kacau....mlm tuu masak rendang....n kacau zarena...kacau...lalala~
- sy jadi tukang rasa....terutama rendang daging....waa..sedappp
- Tidoooo kerana kepenatan...dr OSCE ke Kawen....sangat seronok

Hari Kawen

- nina jadi photographer tak terlatih waktu tu....i juz snap everything...all thing...including org ngah tido skali....hahaha
- then i make a video from it....put some sad song..n show it to all....
- sy first time jadi pengapik pengantin....best tp malu laa...hehehe
- sy usyar ramai org....kawen katakan....lalalaa~
- menjadi sangat famous kerana memegang camera ciput itu....
- sangat penat...melayan org....buat hidangan makan beradap pengantin......

Overall...what can i say...i was damn seronok...i juz luv weeding....handling it from A-Z...

Sad thing...
- sebelum nii...tak nah lagi handle kawen belah perempuan...semua belah lelaki jee....pakcik till abg...
- so tak nah feel cam ne nak meninggalkan kaum keluarga....
- biler antar sepupu ku kat umah lelaki tu...i felt so sad....i cried....tak tau naper...
- tengok muka dier jee..nak nangis..huhuhu....

History
- sepupu nii tak de ayah.....mak dier bercerai ngan ayah dier time dier dlm perut lg...n ayah dier pun tak nah jumper dier till now....(pe nyer ayah ntah)....
- so perkahwinan dier semua dihandle leh kami2....(nenek, atuk, pak cik, mak cik, sepupu, saudara)
- so now u all know kenapa ia sangat penting buat kami expecially me.
- kami bahagi2 kan tugas tuk kawen nii.....dr khemah, meja, deejay, pelamin, makanan, barang runcit, baju, kasut, n others...semua hasil kongsian kami.... ^_^

so i cannot imagine cam ne my time nanti....can i hope my future husband..juz org dekat2....sedih laa nak tinggalkan family.....huhuhuuhu.....

anyway, hbis sudah citer sy...nak msukkan video i buat tp....de certain gambar tak pkai tudung lak...so cannot laa.....so chow till now....

Banjir sudah bilik-ku

2009-11-18T22:06:00.002+08:00

I felt like nak crying now...cedih2...pdahal mender kecik je...but tak tau sedih n syahdu jee....nak tau y

duduk dlm bilik sorang2 wat keje...then penat seketika..gi laa baring atas katil...n tenung laa kat siling...n nampak setompok besar air bertakung disner...(ni mesti kes hujan hr2).....huh~

then rasa tak sedap ati...letak tangan kat tepi tilam...n huhuhuhu...hbis katil ku bsah....mcam mner mau tido hr nii......maaaak, nak blik...huhuhu....then lihat kat baju yg nina longgok kat tepi tilam...separuh dah basah....huhuhuhuh...what a day~

after settle da baju n cadar yg dah basah....duk menaip mender nii...coz sangat sedih nak talk with someone..but dunno who..so let's write in blog....

hr nii terpaksa laaa tido kat lantai..beralaskan tikar.....sangat sedih....maybe de reason for everything happen today...but still rasa sedih...n mau pulang... (-__-)

Cemburu kee?

2009-11-16T23:06:00.004+08:00

Salam,

Sudah lama meninggalkan zaman ber-blog nii....sy TIADA MASA LAAA....apa mau buat...zaman matang semkin dekat....huhuhuhu

Mik cermin mata baba n try mik gambar dlm kater....hahaha..sangat damn buruk...lalala~

anyway, juz wanna share with u all bout JELOUSY..(betul ke ejaan nina nii.....pape laaa...asal korang paham)..;p

sepanjang idup nina, i've seen damn lot of case psal jelous2 nii...dari tua sampai ke muda.....yg pling expert psal nii is my dad....coz dier giler cemburu...hahaha...(jhat punya anak...citer psal nii kat blog...haahhaha)...baba jgn baca blog nina ekk...hehehe...then sikap cemburu tuu turun kat anak2 dier....setakat nii telah melihat nyer di adik sy n my brother.....hohoho...dier nyer kakak nii lum di lihat lg...msih suci...hahahha......

but da thing yg i nak kongsi ialah...penting kee cemburu nii dlm satu relationship nii.....ia bgus coz ia membuktikan da gurl/guy love u so much...but da extend of cemburu tuu yg menjadi persoalan....setakat mner u all leh handle perasaan rimas di cemburu-i setiap masa....aduhai~

ntah laa..i cannot comment so much bout dis...coz tiada pengalaman...but from my mother reaction...my adik nyer gf reaction n my kak ipar reaction....i things it funny but sometimes iritating.....lalalalala~

p/s: can i hope my future ****** tak cemburu lebih2....hahahhahaa.....daaa~

Breast Cancer

2009-11-05T23:55:00.002+08:00

Salam,

I trying my best nak tulis apa yg ter-detik kat my otak and perasaan now....so pasang lagu yg sesuai and mula menulis nina:

Hari dan semalam, nina buat attachment kat Hospital Kajang tentang Oncology atau ayat senang pasal Canser....nina go through some past record bout cancer and also have a short chit chat ngan pesakit Cancer....and both case yg nina dapat ialah pasal BREAST CANCER.....

Mendengar dan memahami kes nii, buatkan nina rasa seram sejuk...coz ia boleh berlaku kat sesaper ajaaa....antara factor2 yg bleh menyebabkan ANDA dpat cancer..

RISK FACTOR: Kemungkinan disebabkan oleh
- Wanita (lelaki pun leh dpt...)
- Penuaan (mostly berlaku kat org yg dah berumur - 30+)
- Saudara pernah dpt expecially kalau mereka adalah mother/sister
- Time haid pertama ( terlalu awal/ terlalu lambat menopause)
- Tak pernah melahirkan anak (bg mereka yg dah kwen)
- Melahirkan anak selepas umur 30+
- Amik ubat hormone
- Amik pil perancang
- Terdedah kat radiasi
- Breast disease
- Kegemukan
- Pemakanan- mkn daging merah (Kambing, lembu) byk, minum arak....

so, as u can see.....factor tuu byk2.....n sometime mender yg kita slalu buat....tp tak pernah kisah.....

Anda tau tak, if org yg dah dpt cancer...kemungkinan meraka hidup adalah 50/50.....sangat takut seh~

n biler nina hv some talk ngan patient yg kena cancer tu...kita leh pikir balik...Ya Allah, betapa bersyukur nyer kita tak dpt dat disease......coz bukan saja sakit sebab cancer tuu yg membebankan kita...tp perubatan dier pun sangat menyeksakan.....huh~

But like always i say to my self....everything happen for a reason....so mungkin Allah nak menguji meraka....i juz hope they can survive and tabah.....

Books.....and books....

2009-11-01T20:05:00.004+08:00

Gambar diatas menceritakan semua topic hr nii.......(Do u know, if i calculate all da book i got...it will = RM 1000+) ($__$)

Salam,

Hari nii nak citer bout books...and books...

Maser kecik2 dlu2.....my dad n mom slalu ask me to read....read book..read n read....but sy sangat malas membaca....tp parents tak pernah stop membebel tuk membaca gak...hehehe....

mereka tak kisah if so much money been spend kat buku...asal kan anak2 baca ajaa....

dlu2, baba jarang belikan buku cerita....so da one things yg nina slalu baca ialah...surat khabar....so, at dat time...i'm da expert kalau pasal ekonomi, berita tempatan and artis...hahhaha.....everything i know...from a-z....if u ask, me like a newspaper bergerak....hahhaa....nowdays, sebab dah tak dok umah dah.....jrang baca paper...baca pun...paper online....tp kira ok laaa kan...lalala~

then, biler ekonomi keluarga dah mkin bgus...baba beli buku2 cerita (satu set) disney.....waaahhh~ best giler hell....coz ia sangat colourful....if tak salah...satu set buku2 tuu harga dier 1000+.....tp baba tak kisah....asal kan kami membaca...all da books dah nina terokai....hehhehe....

then, biler msuk sek...jd pengawas perpustakaan....time rehat slalu di library....baca paper...novel....but i prefer malay novel dari english....maybe dat's y grammar sy tunggang langgang...huhuuhu....

now, biler dah msuk U ni...baba still da same...tak kisah psal money nak beli buku....tp nina mkin lama mkin malas lak nak membaca....adoiii~

so i'm writting dis to remind myself.....bout da past n future.....cam maner baba tak kisah spending so much money for my book...but me..so lazy reading it.....nina bangun2....bangun2....huh~

Weird thing....

2009-10-29T18:57:00.002+08:00

Salam,

Hr nii sangat penat...sangat2 penat.....even lg penat dr mengemas umah.....hahhahaha...

but tak pe laa..at least i got something rather than nothing.....lalala~

by da way i got 2 story nak citer ngan kamu2 semua...

1) One of my fren say i'm hot.....hahhaha...adakah hot...or HOTak...(pinjam ayat marlyna).....any way...pape laa.....i'm not classify myself as hot....coz hot is like megan fox..hot is like bipasha (hindi actress)..hot is like erra.....that's hot....Grrrr~...hahhahha....

2) buying keuh-tiew (salah aja..tp tak kisah)......n semasa membayar....pegang laa duit tuu elok2...supaya tak msuk dlm kuali besar abg penjual tuu....but dier lak mengikut gaya sopan i lak...adoi bongek tul....then after menerima nyer.....he say....Alaaa batal air sembahyang...Bodoh tulll.....ade ke patut......bukan kena pun...but u know me...straightly say to him....sembahyang kee.....hehehhee.....n dier gelak ajaa...n kata tak pe blik Qada'.....hahhaha.....bongok laaa bebudak nii...ish..ish....

k laa....nak chow dlu...

p/s: udara sangat best di luar....angin sepoi2...n ujan pulak tu....waaaa~ mesti best tido mlm nii...lalalala~

Budak kecik

2009-10-27T22:03:00.003+08:00

Salam,

I'm in stress + stupid mood rite now...coz Presentation TDM td tak memuaskan...huh~

since dat da case....gi laa tengok semua video2 yg ada....n terpandang video yg satu nii.....

budak nii my mum jaga...sangat laa geram ngan dier nii....Grrrr~ ^_^

Semua yg first time jumper dier..mesti kata dier nii adik/anak sy....adoii!!! kalau adik leh terima...ni anak...pe daaa~

Parents

2009-10-25T09:27:00.003+08:00

Salam,

Ok, hr ni citer bout me-family.....kidda emotional now...so if tak minat citer sedih....sila click other website....coz hr nii nak wat entry sedih gak....

Semalam, dalam dompet hanya ada RM10....n dlm bank taraa~ duit......sedih idup dlm kemiskinan ni....(actually ada, tp i'm planning buying something...so tak mau guner duit tu).....

since dah pokai kedana nii....tak leh laa nak makan luar (walaupun dah diajak member) kerana sy tau..if belanja duit RM10 tuu...nanti sok i will bankrup.....tiada duit langsung dlm poket.....huhhuhu....nasib baik dah beli roti kelmarin....so hari2 semalam mamam maggie n roti aja....huhuhu....alakah sedih nyer......

biler rasa cam tak puas je makan....ingat umah....huhu....maaakkk~

Actually solution for this case senang ajaa....call Baba n ask for money....senang kan....tp nina cam tak sanggup laa nak mintak duit....coz baba dah bg duit pun....

but i also dunno y duit tuu cepat ajaa kering...coz mostly perbelanjaan tuu lebih kepada makan+minyak+brang dapur.....tp cepat aja ia hbis.....tak pe laaa....berjimat laa nina biler tak de duit tuu....huh~

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So, since dah tak puas mkn...n kepingan nak pulang umah tp cannot coz homework yg giler byk.....nina pun juz do my job n forget bout my prob....if teringat...i juz watch movie....dr one movie ke another......if dah mls tengok facebook.....then suddenly ternampak video syud nii..sangat sedih.....i'm almost cried (sy sangat susah mau nangis...asal ek~)

then after dat teringat my mom/dad.......mau pulangg~

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One thing special bout parents nii...mereka tau biler anak2 memerlukan meraka...after an hour bersedih2 sorang2....my mom call......mesti baba sruh nii since mak guner handset baba...n among the question yg dia tanya....

- naper tak balik....
- dah mkn ke...
- ada duit tak...
- ngah buat apa....

all da question that i'm facing...n they r the answer for it.....but nina jwp aper....

- keje byk...next week nina blik...
- dah...mkn roti....
- ada.....duit ckup....(pdahal.....hahha.....nina rasa nak aja mintak duit kat mereka...tp rasa bersalah lak....huhu)
- ngah tengok movie....(my mom say...tu laa keje kau....hehhehe)

at last moment....my mom kata jgn mkn roti je...gi laa beli nasi kee.....masak ke...nanti dpt gastrik susah....n i said...duit dlm poket dr RM10 jee...then my mom ask...asal tak ckup duit ke....n i say....ckup..ckup....tp malas nak kuar.....n etc..talk between mom and daughter...

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hr nii bangun tido..baba sms...( baba dah bank in RM200)....

i'm juz speechless....they always know.....even how hard i'm trying to hide my prob....coz they r PARENTS....the one take care of from baby till now....huhuhu....sedih..sedih

I like dis song...

2009-10-23T18:50:00.002+08:00

Salam,

dis my 3th post for a day....waaa~ giler laaa byk masa dibuang.....(tak pe hr nii ngah down~ so leh tulis bebanyak...lalala~)

Anyway, i really luv dis one song from Green day- 21 guns

Biler dengar n faham dier nyer lirik (ikut kata ati sendiri)..i thinks it's so bgussss~....i really like dis song...seriously...

Lyrics

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

yg colour merah tu my fav...coz ia sangat bgus... ^_^

Read n give answer yaaa~

2009-10-23T12:22:00.002+08:00

I got dis one fren....like to talk with...coz dier sangat best..n memahami.....but i'm scared to go more deeper than a fren...coz i don't believe in love ever after before marrige...so i'm happy to be as fren...but hati perempuan ni cepat cair....so i'm scared to fren with him....so how r....do i hv to juz ignore him or make fren with him...

I got dis fren....i like the way he look....but i don't like how he express his frenship...coz it's so damn yurk~....but i like to fren with him....n i had a crush on him b4....but i don't want to repeat the same mistake....(hving crush with him again)....coz it's not healthy for me....hahaha.....so how r...should i ignore him...or should i fren with him....

So many how...n should? n it's all related to guy....coz girl and guy hv very strong bonding...even hydrogen bond will give-up with this bond.... ;p

it's all because we easily falling in love....u heard me...L O V E= LOVE

Juz ask any girl....do u love anyone..they will say no...but ask do like anyone....yesss.....coz mostly love similar but sligtly diff from like.love is when both party involve...but like...juz one side....another side maybe dunno, or don't care....

i don't know y i'm writting this stuff....but if reading dis...can u give some opinion or answer for my 2 question above....how and should i?? plezzz~

Sesi 1: Masa ngah resah n geram....

2009-10-23T12:15:00.003+08:00

Salam,

Waaa..sangat sakit akti hr niii....sakit ati kat semua mender....sy...anda..kamu..dier...and semua.....erggggggg!!!!

First to myself...terlajak tido..n bangkit at 4am ngan tak siap presentation lg...so kena rush wat presentation.....nasib baikd ah salin sikit...then at last berjaya siap kul 8am...msaih sempat tuk bersiap ke college.....n sampai college...presentation batal...tp Prof nak wat kuiz....Ya Allah, pe laa nasib hr nii...

i was preparing for presentation tp last2 kuiz lak...mner baca n cuba balik every latihan yg nina wat cincai2 kat hosp....i juz got the theory...but without practice and undertanding...nothing work for ME.....

So doing it like cincai gak....n da best i don't trust my self when doing it....ngan suasana yg tak bagus....ngan hati yg tak sedap...ngan perut yg berbunyi2...adoiii!!!1

menci...menci...i know i can do dat kuiz very well...y...y.....huh~

Ok lega skit dpt luah perasaan yg berceramuk nii........

Miserable of me.....lalala~

2009-10-05T14:29:00.000+08:00

Salam,

Pulang ku kerumah hr semalam ngan niat nak balik n menonton tv...n mkn (oppsss i'm on diet laa....so cancel mkn)....but sampai umah jee...no one at home..ke mner semua telah pergi....ceh~

Lalu msuk n angkat brang...n then jumper Mak...ader pun org....tengok dr depan umah sunyi jee.....n letak barang...n lepakzzz di depan tv...

dengan perasaan excited nak tengok tv...expecially 411, 412 & 413....so tekan laaa...WHAT DA HECK......asal kena apply lak..dlu leh ajaa..ni mesti case baba cancel program nii...then ngan kerisauan...tekan channel lain yg slalu ku tekan....711, 712, 713, 615....why semua tak de...why.why...dunia ku telah gelap seketika...(-__-)

Malam tuu berbincang ngan ayah cara baik...n mengatakan...baba agak tidak adil sebab semua program baba ader but nina nyer program takde....so baba, nina rasa baba kena cancel laa saluran Bola n gantikan ngan English movie....hahhahahaa

nak kena ketuk tanya soalan tuu mser baba tengah tengok bola...MU vs___ hhahhaa

but at last baba setuju gak...dier akan cancel semua malay movie...huhu...time raya taun depan tak dpt tengok malay movie....tak pe laaa~ nanti taun depan kita pujuk balik....hehehe

cancelation due to Astro mkin cekik darah..cian baba...

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Td petang td gi raya umah mak/ayah mentua abg....so gi laa...dlm kater baba citer psal abg niii...dier nii kalau merajuk ngan baba mesti tak nak angkat telefon (dah besar pun nak merajuk...ceh cam aku tak lak~)

then dier kata..satu ayat nii.....ni laaa anak2 kalau merajuk jee tak nak ckp ngan mak ayah...aper nyer perangai....huhu...baba, nina pun slalu buat....tp akan ku ubah...chayok!!!

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People slalu assume other people dr dia org punya gaya, percakapan, rupa and pemakaian....tu tak salah...tp kan kalau begitu...anda kena laa mendalami person tuu tuk mencari kesahihan fakta songsanng anda itu.....

kenapa bercakap begitu zaren?

sebab i fed up org slalu anggap nina nii garang, tak reti bahasa, ego, sombong, tak peramah and kurang ajar...what da heck...

hey, i'm a good lucky gurl la...i like to hv fun but on da same time i hate people doing bad thing to others.....trust me~ don't ever make my family, fren and someone i know miserable...coz u gonna face me....

for e.g: dlu de one of my fren, nangis2 msuk bilik kerana tak than perangai sorang dr kwn kita nii...walaupun dua-dua kwn i....tp biler sorang dah nangis n kata cam tu....i become anger....so direct pi kat kwn sorang nii n sound...i need to see u now....if u free come upstair....(tak tau if dat person stil ingat kata2 ini)

tp sejak dr itu dier anggap i nii sangat pemarah...but da main reason of it...i'm back-up my fren....huhuhu....tu laaaa, kesilapan nina jugak terlalu percaya kwn....sampai sorang lg kwn kena....

anyway, what i'm trying to say here is that...u understand me before u saying something bout me....i'm not trying to give prob to u...i'm trying to give solution to u...so chow...chow~

Menatap mata mu

2009-09-27T22:41:00.003+08:00

Salam,

i'm back to student life.....td sampai dengkil uruskan everything that related with baju, baju, baju and baju......after dat...bukak laptop and view all website yg nina slalu view....and terpandang one article in one of the website mentioning aril AF video di-view 25, 000 org in one week...ekk! ader aku kisah...pe daa cam tak de citer lain nak tauk....

but nina gatal ni gi gak kisah and view laa da "famous video tuu"

k ntah pape ntah aril nii....but da song is so sweet....hehhehe

anyway, dengar laa u all....

Menatap mata mu-Aril

chow~

Adat

2009-09-26T22:41:00.002+08:00

Salam,

Adat sesuatu kaum, bangsa, keturunan itu sesuatu yg sangat unik....nina suker everything about adat (yg baik2 aja n tiada penindasan)....coz ia sesuatu yg sangat comey.. ^_^

i give u one example ek....ni sesuatu yg baru berlaku in my family, so i kidda expert in dis thing...n baru menuntut ilmu nyer dari nenek ku yg rock....lalala~

dalam perkahwinan...ia adalah sesuatu adat tuu pihak lelaki datang ke rumah tu merisik bunga ditaman......biler dah ada kata sepakat nyer. mereka leh dtg pada hr tertentu tu ikat tali pertunangan....

hari pertunangan, pihak lelaki akan membawa 9 dulang hantaran and dibalas leh 11 leh pihak perempuan.....(no leh berubah, tp yg tepat nyer pihak perempuan kena lebih dari pihak lelaki and ia mesti dlm no. ganjil)

weird kan....why mesti no ganjil.....don't ask me yet, lum tuntut ilmu psal tu lg....hehehe

then, adat nyer pihak lelaki akan dtg ke rumah perempuan and bwak hantaran + tepak sirih + cincin.....

mereka akan menyerahkan tepak sirih tuu kepada pihak perempuan tuk disunting bunga nyer....then if pihak wanita menerima nyer mereka akan amik tepak sirih tuu n bukak nyer....

rmai tak tau psal nii, bwah tepak sirih tuu ada sirih n etc ingredient dier....n bwah sirih tuu lak de lubang...n in that lubang pihak lelaki akan letak beras n duit....pihak perempuan kena blas blik ngan mengantikan beras tu ngan pulut or beras kunyit + duit (sikit jee RM2.55)......UNIK KAN...rmai tak tau psal nii....

then, if pihak lelaki bg tepak sirih, pihak perempuan akan bg sirih junjung....n if u all nak kawen awal, mkn laa sirih tuu senyap tanpa bg tau sesaper...Insyallah kwen cepat laa korang......hehehehe

tu jee kot, ni adat negeri perak yg i tau....nanti pape lg i update yek...chow~

Ayu....

2009-09-25T16:38:00.002+08:00

Salam,

sejak akhir2 nii dah mkin malas nak menulis blog...malaaaassssss~

aper ekk nak update ek....

hmm....hr tuu kan kami gi raya kat umah ustazah..n then blik tuu ngan baju krung gi main bowling...sungguh ayu~....hahahaa

then blik tu accident lak....adoi~ sungguh tak ayu....

nanti dah dpt pic, kita edit lg penulisan ni ekk..if malasssss dtg blik juz letak je gambor2 tu kat facebook...mau tengok keayuan itu lihat laaa di facebook...(suatu ketika nanti)

Nothing bout u...all bout me aja...

2009-09-15T01:13:00.003+08:00

Today, diary bercakap ngan diri sendiri.....korang leh ignore penulisan ini...

Td tengok my result through out this 3 years...Ya Allah tiap2 taun jatuh aja.....skrang nii pointer dah atas pagar dah...lg skit jatuh laa dier dlm lingkungan 2....huhu....

so, therefore...this year kenalah work terlebih had....utk naikkan blik result...coz tinggal lg 2 sem ajaa....dis sem dah sampai tengah2...tinggal lg setengah lg....cepat masa berlalu...aku mkin tkut...tkut..tkutt....

k no more playing2 dah..study2...but tiap kali study...feel ngantuk n tak leh msuk otak...asal?....ader kah kerana aku Malas or my body juz tak nak study lg...huhu....

i can do what ever i want...coz it my body, my life, my situation that i need to handle with....no more saying i can't do it....chayok nina..chayok!!

You so gay

2009-09-10T23:55:00.002+08:00

Salam,

doing some stuff at nite with my pen and my notes...huhu...my brain gonna explode anytime....

today, at morning..after sahur and pray...i hv my shower...OMG!! so damn cold but nice~...i felt fresh...then i start doing my research result....doing it over and over again till i felt like...OMG!! am i taking pharmacy cos or statistic cos heh!....

at last around 2pm i finish it..almost finish it..around 60%....(i sart at 6 am) can u imagine how exhausted am i....

then tonite...hv some free time...but tak leh laa buat mender merepek..kena study lak...coz exam monday nii....chayok!!....

anyway, why am i talking rubbish nii....actually the purpose writting dis is to kongsi with u all one song i juz found out in youtube....let's hear da song

YOUR SO GAY

Mr. Alarm

2009-09-05T23:27:00.002+08:00

Salam,

If a stranger mistakely call u....do u all layan mereka ini....or u juz said...hey wrong num..and then hang up....

I got some stories bout dis stranger person ni...

suatu hari nii....lepas bersahur...cam biasa laa solat n then mau tidooooo....ngantuk giler hell kot.....so, bersiap mau tido...then suddenly bunyi handset....i thought my mum call....but then un-known num kuar....hmmm...sper call tengah2 pagi nii...around 6.30am

so i answer it...n the stranger said....hai, ngah buat pe tu....(ekk!! what de heck...mesti laa i nak tidoo kata hati kecil ku.....) then i said ni saper nii....n he said ni saper nii......n i ask him the same question again n again....n at last he said...opps sory salah num laa......then i said ok n hang up.....

then, i sambung laa blik nak tidoooo....n sms dtg pulak.....sory ganggu from the unknown person.....coz i'm really sleepy that time...so buat dek je sms tuu.....

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the next day, the same time 6.30am, i got sms...Morning.... n i sedikit pelik....sper lak nii..n check his num n i guess ni mesti dat salah org tu...so i check the last num of him...n it's the same.....budak nii memang tak de keje tul...

so i reply back to him.....

uik, dah jadi my alarm clock dah ke skrang.......

n he reply...

hehehe....sjer jee...sorry ganggu....

n i juz end it like that....tak mau memanjangkan hubungan yg pelik ini.....

then he call....nahhh..juz let it be like that......

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i'm worried he will call me again this morning.....thank god..dier tak call dah...dah serik dah kot...bgus...bgus....

petang td me n family gi shopping raya kat kl....n mser gi shopping2 tuu....some one call.....n guess what dat Mr.Alarm again....hohoho....i give my handset to my bro to answer it....he doesn't say a word after hearing my bro voice...hahhahahha....tkut kaa.....

then, i sms him.....

Hey, Mr.Alarm...tak de keje dah ke....

n till now nothing from him..... ^_^

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u guys mesti kata..i nii teruk tulll....asal la jual mahal sangat...but for me la kan...hubungan cam nii tak kemaner nyer...buat pe layan...buang kredit jee kot....so i hope dat Mr.Alarm will end this funny relationship like that.....

Malaysia satu

2009-09-03T05:49:00.004+08:00

Salam,

seriusly dah lama tinggalkan dunia blog nii...bukan sebab busy (memang tak busy pun) tp tak de idea nak tulis aper.......setiap kali ader idea mesti pikir sendiri rather than menaip n berkongsi ngan org......hmmm~

anyway, td bc paper online (Bharian) and terpandang satu article nii....Faizal tahir menang 1malaysia song......

semalam bg tau wani, siapa laa menang 1 malaysia nii ekk...
n wani tanya faizal tahir msuk tak.....
n zarena ngan yakin nyer kata tak...
n now see, who's da winner.....hahaha

so meh kiter kongsi lagu tu....

MALAYSIA SATU- FAIZAL TAHIR.

lirik nyer:

Ku teguh berdiri tiada lagi ragu atau gentar
Ku terus berani melangkah maju terus ke hadapan
Satu impian nyawaku pertaruhkan

Genggaman tanganmu,
semangatku terus membara janji ku pada mu,
harapanmu ingin ku laksanakan

kau adalah ilham pada mereka yang ingin berjaya
Kau terus berjuang demi membawa perubahan
satu impian oh berjuta harapan

Genggaman tanganmu,
semangatku terus membara janji ku pada mu,
harapanmu ingin ku laksanakan

Satu Malaysia,
kita inspirasi pada dunia Nama kan dijulang,
kita menjadi kebanggaan
Satu wawasan bersama bergandingan..

Genggaman tanganmu,
semangatku terus membara janji ku pada mu,
harapanmu ingin ku laksanakan

Lalala

2009-08-20T17:04:00.003+08:00

Salam,

This morning when i woke up and getting ready to go to hosp. something crossed my mind.....about the lalala~ trend that i always use....

people assume it is a way i'm expressing my happiness...and i still remember one of my fren (Intan) try to sing it...lalala...but un-fortunately the irama lari laa intan....hehehe

the lalala~ thing actually come from one of P.Ramlee movie song....the movie titled Nujum Pak Belalang....n lov da movie n dat song...coz it funny and happy.....

n i always sing it at home...expecially kat grandma house time membantu dier memasak..(org2 tua kata jgn nyanyi masa masak nanti dpt suami tua....hohoho...but if dat tua got lot of money i don't care......hahhahaha)

anyway, back to our story......so here, i wanna share with u all the song that i always sing...expecially the lalala part....

hv fun....don't worry bout anything juz be happy...coz prob will always come but don't make it a excuse for u to be sad....so hv a lalala~ day...... ^_^

No idea

2009-08-05T20:24:00.002+08:00

Salam,

duduk tepi katil sambil menaip, (tetiber de call dr Mr. Tuan umah......lol..kacau tull)....after jwap and menaip semula....sambil mendengar lagu Awie......kekeke...ntah naper nowdays asyik mood rock ajer...asal ekk?? hmmm~

anyway, pe nak kongsi hr nii ekk....actually no idea...cuma nak menaip je.....pdhal report retail pharmacy tak settle lg...tp mau menaip tu...i juz don't hv idea laa nak tulis report pe......(-_-)...

td kat hosp, for da first time i wear mask tau.....menci tul pkai mask tuu....hbis berwap my speck...dah lee kena msukkan tali dier kat blkang telinga....menyusahkan...but since my mom dah paksa pkai...so kena laa.....hurm~

then, felt so arabian wearing da mask....wkakaka....msuk hosp jumper patient and do my research thing....(Why medic stud. cuti...they said bcoz they r more exposed to H1N1....how bout me....(^_^)...

mser kat hosp, cian tengok semua health care team...kena kerja n exposed ngan penularan influenza A niii......td de one pharmacist nii ckp....one of dr pakar kat hosp hv da symptom og H1N1 after treating his patients....huh~

cian mereka........uiks, i'm also gonna be dat kecian person one day....ayoyoyo~....

k laa...nanti de idea, i write again....till here chow~

Kanak2 Ribena....

2009-08-05T00:48:00.003+08:00

Salam,

maser keje kat Farmasi dlu ader 2 org budak nii yg slalu jd peneman nina....dia org nii sangat lee comey2...nakal yg amat...but still comey....

kakak nama nyer Afifah, adik nama nyer Ariff...

dah lamer tak jumper mereka....rindu lak kat dia org nii...^_^

ingat lg...time keje tu....si ariff nii suker main games sambil nyanyi lagu...his fav is Mad from neyo and love story dr taylor swift.....dah lee dier nii pelat....susah nak pham pe dier ckp.....but still comey....hehehe...ni besar ni mesti handsome boy....

n kakak dier....ya allah lincah nak mati.....n kalau hbis sek jumper nina jee nak main tic tac tor....

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